Transactional Fantasy Come True: GG Sauvage’s Update

Luna Robbie
Jul 17, 2023
39 min read

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30s queer cis female, actor, writer, comedian, sensual artist, a legal courtesan at Sheri’s Ranch.

GG's episode from September 2021 | Hyper-Catholic to Sugar Babe

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Luna

Originally in episode 136, we heard about breeding, receiving hot cum and pussy wisdom from Rachel Laforest, now known as Gigi. So var welcome.

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G oh, it feels so good to be g.

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Luna

G. It feels so good to have a Gigi here and to be in person with this Gigi to me, what has been happening since was that September 2020? It was 2021. I want to say it was fall.

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It was like late summer.

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To crazy.

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As I was already living as Gigi, but I just hadn't legally changed my name until the very end of that year. So we still did the episode as.

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Luna

Though you were a Rachel, and we recorded.

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For sure. Well, in person, but online I was living as Gigi since 2020.

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Luna

Okay, how about tell us about the evolution of Gigi?

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Oh, I love that.

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The evolution of Gigi. So I started my only fans in 2020 during the pandemic. I came up with this persona good Ass Goddess aka Gigi, and I would always sign off Sexo, Sexo, Gigi.

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Luna

Oh, damn. Okay, I wasn't thinking of Gigi as the good as goddess, even though I don't know that.

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That's everyone's reaction now. I'm like, it's that simple. I really just took my my online persona and boiled it down to my name and I didn't live in person as Gigi, so it's only online in only fans. And then I brought it into the real world when I took a crazy leap and became a legal courtesan.

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Luna

Tell me about that crazy leap, and tell me in case her listeners are like, wait, what's a legal courtesan again? What's a legal courtesan?

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Again, I love you. A legal courtesan is, person working in a brothel, selling sex and various other activities legally.

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Luna

Amazing. So I just finished re listening to the Art of seduction. And I love how throughout like, a first of all, reawakening in my own brain, being like, oh my God, it's so obvious. I read this when I was 20, but like, now I understand it on a whole new level because I understand myself at a whole new level.

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Luna

But throughout the book talks about courtesans, and it's often what I like in the book I'm like, we would call them sugar babies. Today. We're like courtiers, you know? Okay, so what is it like to be a courtesan? What made you take that leap? How does it feel to talk about it on a podcast with a new name?

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Luna

Were those related? Like where to? Where do you want to take it?

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Yeah, yeah, yeah. Okay.

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So I'll kind of take you through the timeline. So I was so lucky to have a really close friend who shared the same money as me and the same sex work kink as me. Oh, yes. And we discovered that we shared this kink and we decided, let's do this together. So we actually road trip to Nevada. Luckily, she's somebody who does a lot of research and had figured out like the best place for us to go.

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So I felt super safe. I had my friend with me, and I just felt like I had been through a sexual assault and healed from it, and I was in a place where I wanted to live my life for me for the first time, instead of my parents religious ideals, because I grew up in a super strict religious household.

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So that was the kind of leap of faith part was like, I'm going to go actually live out these fantasies because I've been craving them since I was 15, which would have been illegal. We're glad I waited.

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Totally, totally top.

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Luna

We love legal and consensual.

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Things, yes.

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But I had really been building the fantasy for so long, watching, you know, movies like Moulin Rouge! Shows like Secret Diaries of a Call Girl, which is based on a book of a real courtesans journey. She was an escort. I believe in England. I believe it's legal. And I was so inspired by those stories. I would always kind of try to, like, find ways to live that out.

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But they didn't happen, and it wouldn't have been safe if they did. But then, yeah, I had this friend who had figured out that you can actually just go do this, and it was as simple as applying on the brothels website like it's a real job.

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Luna

What was the application like?

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The application was like photos and talking about yourself, like kind of explaining why you want to do this.

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Wait, what did you say?

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I think I said something to like what I said, now that this has been a long time fantasy, and I really want to live it out, and I, you know, I'm a double Scorpio. I'm very sexual. I want to live this out, and I think I'll be good at it. And I think I was really confident. I think I said, I'll make us both lots of money.

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Like in my little corner. You should go.

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And then the friend got accepted right away. She's gorgeous. I did not get accepted right away. I never knew why, but I reapplied. I was just like, really determined and I reapplied. And then I got accepted to we scheduled to start at the same time. We frickin road trip to Nevada with our little basic like Starbucks stops. And just like these two girls to like normal girls going to become whores.

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And what ended up happening was, like, better than either of us could have imagined.

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Luna

Okay, I was going to say, yeah, yeah, it's a long time fantasy. That's kind of a big risk to be like, I'm going to make it real now.

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Yeah, well, I mean, listen, it was like scary. It was scary, but exciting. Okay.

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Luna

What were the scary parts? What were the exciting?

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It was scary because, you know, you get some training, you get like orientation and you get, you know, you do get safety training, but you don't really like every courtesan is running her own business. So everyone's going to do it differently. So you don't really know what your approach is going to be, how you're going to talk to potential clients.

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And it's kind of like the Wild West. Like it's just you meet people in a bar your first week because you don't have a clientele yet. You don't have regulars yet. So that first week you're really just like thrown in. And you have to like trial and error to figure out how to talk to people and how to negotiate prices because there's no standard pricing.

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You come up with all of that on your own. So my approach was like hot and heavy. Like I went in so confident and so hot, and I started my negotiation super high. But I just believed in myself. I was like, I'm doing this because I get off on this idea that I'm worth this much, and I think that my clients are going to benefit.

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So I am going to start big. But yeah, no, it was just it was nervous, exciting to do it all for the first time. But the orgasms, like the way I got off on it, was better than I could have even imagined. Really?

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Luna

So you're orgasming. Also, I know you're not really allowed to talk about money, but can you talk about money? I mean, I just have to ask.

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Thanks for asking. I know, I honestly I don't understand the exact rules, but to be on the safe side, I don't talk to specifically, but what I would say is, like my clients that are the happiest they spend on me as if they're going on a really luxurious vacation, like an all expense vacation. They're putting that amount of money in.

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Luna

Okay, so, speaking of luxury orgasms, tell me about. Yes. And, like, what kind of experiences are you having personally? Like, what do you draw, what do you attract, or how do you decide what you do there?

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I think that there's like maybe a conception or a misconception that like courtesans or whores, it's just work and they're not enjoying and they're just it's all about the client. But for me, I was like, that's not going to be my framework. I'm doing this half for them and half for me. So I even tell my clients I'm like, just so you know, this is my fantasy you're stepping into.

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And like, I want to get off. And they seem to really respond to that because who doesn't like making a woman come.

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Luna

Like, I'm just like pleasing or I'm like, can I help you? Tuna need you need some water or anything?

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And it's so rewarding when you help a woman to orgasm. So I always kind of make that part of part of the requirement and part of the draw. You're like.

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Luna

I love you. Yeah. Do you say that ahead of time? You're like, I want to come and I'll teach you. Or like, what is it like something like that?

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Yeah, yeah. I make it clear that I'm going to guide them and that I know what I want because I'm kind of a nurturing domme. Like, even if they don't realize it, I'm always kind of leading the show and getting us both to orgasm. So, yeah, I give them the roadmap like I have no shame anymore. In giving the roadmap to my pleasure.

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I want us all to succeed in that way. Yeah.

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Luna

Okay, okay. I've interviewed a couple other courtesans and questions I didn't ask them because it didn't occur to me because I'm widely attracted to people. But like a couple questions I've gotten from listeners were like, so they'll just fuck anyone. You know, I think, I think this idea that it's like, well, of course they're just doing it for money because I'll fuck anyone.

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Luna

But like, are you attracted to these people? You're orgasming so that. Yeah. What what's that.

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Like? I mean.

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Luna

I'm like, what do you mean? Aren't you attracted to everyone? But, like, what's it like for you? I love.

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This question. And friends, in my personal life, that was always their first question, like, but are you attracted to the clients? It's like, for me, I'm attracted to the scenario. Sometimes the uglier the better, like the straight up uglier the better because it's like it's so hot that you would have to bring the goddess like this large tribute, because otherwise I wouldn't, like give you the time of day.

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It's kind of bratty, kind of like a turn on to me that the dynamic is you're giving me a huge gift in order to get my time and my touch. Honestly, it doesn't matter what they look like. I have had clients where I'm like, oh, I would date you. You're hot.

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Luna

Like, really? Yeah.

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But I find them equally as satisfying as the ones that are traditionally unattractive. Yeah.

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Luna

Did I ever tell you about the peanut when I was exploring.

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Sugar daddy once again, I need to know.

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Luna

That was like my test person to be like, oh, me, can I fuck ugly people? You know who's ugly to other people? And that's when I was like, oh yeah, I can get super turned on no matter what. But it's like, you know, you he didn't include like, money but like this.

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But I'm sure he gave you energy or something that was attractive, like the way someone treats me like, honestly, I just cleared my in my personal life. I just cleared my deck of, like I would say, a traditionally hot lover because they weren't giving to me. It's like boring. Like that doesn't turn me on. If you're not going to be like a generous giver.

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Luna

Like the generosity is so.

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Yeah, yeah. And then as far as what you also asked, like kind of what situation do I attract?

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Luna

Yeah, yeah. Do you have a typical client or do you like steer people towards something over time?

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I've realized because I've been doing this for like a couple years now. I mean, it's very off and on because at the brothel, you just go for one one week to three weeks at a time. So it's it's here and there. But I have noticed a pattern that I attract, like pretty nervous, nerdy people. They seem to be, like, comforted by me.

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I also attract a lot of sapient sexual people that need a lot of mental stimulation to feel turned on. I think they're attracted to me because we get to conversing when we meet in the bar, and then they can tell I can hold a conversation about like a lot of things. I get a lot of married men who are frustrated that their wives don't receive what they're trying to give their wife, like their wife, doesn't receive compliments well or doesn't receive their loving touch very well.

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For whatever reason, they've given me feedback that like, it was so nice that I was able to just like, lay back and receive the praise they missed that they're hungry for that.

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Luna

So they tell you that, like after work.

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They always open up after. It's like a.

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Luna

Fucking a therapy session. Oh, it's so hot. Do you have like, specialties or is it, you know, it's what you want, but like, do you have any particular things that you feel like you excel at there?

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Thank you for asking. I feel like I've been.

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Excelling with initiating virgins like super nervous virgins, because I'm really comfortable and open to teaching. I'm a for if you follow life path numbers, that's the teacher. So it's just like, I believe part of my life path to educate people. I think, you know, people can read energy. So I think maybe I've been attracting those those nervous virgins in and then or.

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Luna

Maybe a virgin just looks at you was like, I want that to have my.

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Virginity. She's a goddess.

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Maybe I do. I do love being the goddess.

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Of the good. As good as that.

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Yeah, they seem to really appreciate that. They can ask me straight up questions and I'll be honest because, like, they've come to a professional place and I'll be really honest, I give them advice on how to handle the female body. And and then I've also attracted a lot of like foot worshipers, people who are who are more submissive that maybe don't even come across submissive like in the day to day life, but they're so grateful that they get to just surrender to my control or whatever.

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So. Oh, and then couples.

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A lot of threesomes happen at the brothel. A lot of married couples looking for like a birthday gift to add another girl, or maybe the wife has always liked women but been scared, so she kind of wants the husband there, even if he doesn't get that involved. Like I've had husbands just kind of watch, but like it's more for the wife.

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Luna

It's like a safe space.

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Yeah, and that lends to the teaching too, because a lot of times they've never had a threesome and they want someone experienced to lead the way. You're a teaching.

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Unicorn of a teaching unicorn. Love that.

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Luna

What about any fan to see that you maybe brothel related? Or maybe just like sex work related that you haven't yet lived out?

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Oh, thank you for asking. So I can put that out there. I really want somebody to come and make me their wife for the week. That's like a concept at the brothel where, you know, a high roller client could just buy out your whole week and you just spend that time together.

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Luna

The whole time.

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Well.

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As an introvert, I would have to I would have to negotiate in breaks, but I would love it if it was like, we agree that you're going to be the only one I see this week, and we get to deepen the relationship in the course of a week. It also just sounds like a movie I'd want to write, so I want to live it and then write it.

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And like, I.

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Luna

Want to be a real life wife for a week. Can I do that? Do you think the world would get mad if I was like, I'm not interested because I'm not really interested in marriage? This was a thought recently because I was like, I want to have divorce people, parties and just like, give them sensation and help them feel like appreciated.

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Luna

And then I got into it like, well, it could be research about divorces because like, I don't really want to get married, but I am kind of curious about like, what would it take to be the best in divorce, say, and then like interview them and make them feel good. And then also.

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I feel like divorced people, just like people who get out of a big relationship, they've had the practice of being in a relationship so they could easily, for a week be in one.

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Luna

I know, but I'm like, how fun would it be to like, get the Guinness Book of World Records for like, racking up the most divorces and just like, collecting a ridiculous numbers of like a few months at a time I've been thinking about. That's my fantasy this week.

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You just have to, like, figure out the finances of that.

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Luna

No, that's what I'm saying. Like, you just sign a prenup. Yeah. You get a lawyer that gets really good at filing all of that stuff. There'd be some sort of, you know.

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Honestly, you could take the cake you could take.

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Luna

And then they can open up a really big.

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Conversation about marriage and sex work.

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Oh, what's the difference, honey?

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Luna

I mean, it's just different forms and it's labels, right? I don't know. Yeah. I mean, so okay, so white for a week.

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Yeah. Because I just think it'd be cool to like, you know, usually you see a client and it's like a one day experience. It's a matter of hours. It feels like a long time, but it's really like a complete arc in just one day. And I'm curious to see. Well, for one, it'd be nice to just have the lump sum of money and be like, okay, I don't need to worry about my next bookings, like we're just set for the week.

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And then, yeah, I just think it'd be really interesting to see what develops and how does the sex get better and better, you know, and like different. And what else do we try and be like the best version.

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Yeah. Oh damn.

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Yes. I've had I had a mini version of it because I had a virgin who came at the beginning of one of my tours and then kept coming back because it was nice, because he got to keep learning.

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Luna

So I was like my friend for the week.

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He could. Yeah, yeah, it.

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Was like lower level because he couldn't afford to be like.

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Wife. Oh yeah. Right. Yeah. Okay. Damn.

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That kind of brings me back to the jiggy threat on my name because. So I started it was like online only. And then at the brothel, I was like, well, I'm already the goddess. Goddess. I'm going to be that here, too. And that was my first experience living as in person. And I when I got back from that first trip with my friend, I was like, I'm not Rachel.

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Like, I it sounds boring even saying that out loud, like I'm Gigi. Like now Gigi is embodied in the 3D world, like.

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Luna

Brought her to life. I mean, you are her like.

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I am her because I have a background as a paralegal. I was like, I know how to do this. I'm going to legally change my name. And I just did all the paperwork and changed it. Yeah. And I have to say, ever since getting my new ID and my new passport and all that, I feel like The Matrix or whatever responded to the new name.

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Like I was getting bigger bookings and like, I even got booked on a private jet as like my first flight as Gigi was a private jet.

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Like so hot. What? Amazing. Yeah, of course it was. Yeah, of.

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Luna

Course it was. What about? Okay, so that's a lot of, like, really heightened hot stuff. Do you feel comfy saying how it's affected your personal life or like, yes.

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This is so interesting because after my first couple tours, I hadn't had sex with anyone in my personal life again. At that time, I had only been working at the ranch. I was single, so it just hadn't happened. My first time having sex with someone in my personal life aka for free. I was like, oh hell no, I'm never doing this again.

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I was all like, spoiled from getting paid so much.

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Luna

To feel like, what happened? What do you.

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Mean? Okay? It was like hot sex, but then I couldn't even get the person to subscribe to my OnlyFans. And I just felt so, like, jilted. I felt like.

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Luna

Do they know what you did?

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Did you? Yeah. I had even revealed to them everything and I was like, I was in this space of really expecting them to give more to me. And at that point I was like, I don't know if I'm ever going to like, fuck for free anymore, because damn, it's so good for me there. And it's so my fantasy and it's so my because, like, I get so wet for the money, I get okay.

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Luna

So I have been exploring the hierarchy a little bit in my own ways, but you know a little bit about but like and I recently had a hangout sesh that I explicitly was like, this isn't a date. I'm inviting into my hot tub. I'm inviting you over for this. But this is not an Insta hookup invitation. It's not a date.

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Luna

And he was like, okay, okay. But clearly he had a crush on me. And like as we're walking around, he made a very because he knew because I was like talking about how I am exploring the hierarchy. I have a money kink. I'm out about my money kink now. And he was like, yeah, that just would never resonate with me.

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Luna

But during the course of our hangout, which I had explicitly said is not sexual, he was like, you know, I'm just I feel like I can be honest with you. So I just want to let you know, like whenever you want, I would have sex with you. Like, I would like, be very interested in that. And, you know, I was like.

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Oh, you're not even kinky.

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Luna

Like, we're not interested in the thing. But he had to let me know from his, you know, and I'm like, as I try to like, put myself in another person's place who has no concept. But I'm also just like you all listen to me too. And so it's just interesting because it's like, frustrate me.

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I was.

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Luna

Just like, do.

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You like.

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Mad? No.

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Luna

I mean, I just looked at him and I said, I appreciate your honesty. I'm a safe space for you to tell me that. And it's not going to happen. It's not going to happen. Like, like that's not what we're doing here. Did you listen to my words? You know, and then,

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Kind of hate that.

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Luna

I mean, because I feel like he didn't listen. Didn't listen. But it's also because he's offering me his true heart, and I'm just like. But, babe, your true heart doesn't turn like we're not, you know, art of seduction. Rule number one, choose the correct target, the correct for you target. Like that's because it's like you can't just, like, seduce someone who you don't line up with.

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Luna

We got to energize each other. And it sounds like you're finding a way to get all of your needs met. And it sounds like you had a gross learning lesson.

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I had a girls learning lesson. It's fine. The sex was at least good, though, but I was like. But it was like the aftermath. I felt like barf emoji. Like I literally received that friend's name as barf emoji and my phone up.

00:18:56:13 - 00:19:00:03

Luna

Okay. What a oh. Visceral alertness. Oh, damn.

00:19:00:05 - 00:19:07:08

Just because he had the attitude of, well, I'm someone who would never need to pay, and it's like, okay, yeah.

00:19:07:10 - 00:19:11:18

Luna

This person wants, like, exchange of sex and money. It doesn't turn me on. It's like, but you want to get married?

00:19:12:00 - 00:19:14:18

Yeah. I also.

00:19:14:20 - 00:19:21:07

Luna

So you just spent $50 on me for dinner. What? And you're trying to do the got me that that exactly.

00:19:21:08 - 00:19:29:06

See? Exactly. I like transparency to me, it doesn't feel transactional. Even at the brothel. It just feels transparent. It just feels like.

00:19:29:11 - 00:19:30:08

Luna

The exchange is clear.

00:19:30:10 - 00:19:40:04

The exchange is evident. I'm a double Scorpio. I'm a truth teller. Like it kind of killed me to be in the closet about my sex work for so long. I felt like I was sitting on a winning poker hand.

00:19:40:06 - 00:19:42:00

Right? Like I can't tell anyone about it. I just.

00:19:42:00 - 00:19:43:20

Want to, like, slam these down and take the money.

00:19:43:20 - 00:19:47:15

Like. Like I did it. I win, but yeah. So, like, since then, you.

00:19:47:15 - 00:19:48:13

Luna

Know, have you had any free.

00:19:48:18 - 00:19:50:13

Yes, I've had some free sex inside.

00:19:50:13 - 00:19:52:23

Luna

Yes. Is it gratifying? Satisfying like hot.

00:19:53:03 - 00:20:12:06

Yeah. You know, it's actually so interesting to think about how over time that waned, I think with that friend, it was like right off the high of my first few tours, this was like the first person I told the secret to. And then for it to just be, like, not reciprocated in the way that I liked, it sucked.

00:20:12:11 - 00:20:32:00

But since then, that's kind of died down, and I've had like little flings that they were rewarding because I shifted my energy to realize, okay, even if I'm not doing the money kink with these people, I can still do the goddess kink. They can still worship me, they can still bring me gifts or give me their energy. And you're giving fuel.

00:20:32:00 - 00:20:36:05

Yeah. And I felt valued. And then when I don't feel valued, I've ended it like.

00:20:36:05 - 00:20:53:04

Luna

Okay, so I have a new lover that is not related to any of my explorations, and it's the same sort of thing. And I'm like, I'm getting so much extra value out of it. It's energizing my other work and they think it's hot. So then it turns me on like they think that everything I'm doing is hot and I'm like, oh, wait.

00:20:53:06 - 00:20:54:22

Luna

And they share sex toys with me.

00:20:54:22 - 00:20:56:18

So like just very hot. Okay.

00:20:56:18 - 00:20:59:08

It's literally goals like I want in the future.

00:20:59:08 - 00:21:06:11

Luna

Yeah. Tell us, tell us. Yeah. As if it's happening now. Okay. Now you have your perfect dream life. Tell us you got us, juju. What's your perfect dream life?

00:21:06:11 - 00:21:30:02

Well, I've. I've obviously my HBO series is a huge success. It's a comedy drama. Thank you. It's hilarious. All the women in it are amazing. And I'm killing it in Hollywood. And I have this partner who just so gets off on the fact that I am into kink. Like they love that I have this horror life. They love that I have my money kink.

00:21:30:02 - 00:21:35:16

They also play along with it like we do stripper nights at home with them. Like throw real money to they reclaim you.

00:21:35:16 - 00:21:38:17

Luna

I want someone who wants to reclaim me from my other partners.

00:21:38:19 - 00:21:59:09

God, that's the hardest thing. I mean, that's that's why the dick is shaped the way it is. Like, do you know about the head of the penis? Like, evolutionary wise, the penis has, like, a fatter head than shaft because it's natural to have a lot of sex and if you want your genes to survive in the woman and your genes to impregnate her, your head of your penis has to grab the other cum.

00:21:59:09 - 00:22:12:06

That's obviously in there because she fucks whoever she wants and it has to pull it out so that you get the last come down. That's hot. I don't know that I've learned that in sex at Dawn, the book about the evolution of non-monogamy and why.

00:22:12:07 - 00:22:15:13

But and then damn, damn damn. Oh, gosh.

00:22:15:15 - 00:22:18:05

Oh, yeah. So the reclaim is so hot.

00:22:18:10 - 00:22:19:13

Luna

I love that.

00:22:19:13 - 00:22:33:02

And so it is. And also this partner does not hold me down. They are like grabbing me as a handful of sand. If they squeeze too tight, it all spills out. They just hold me lightly and they let me explore. They let me grow and evolve.

00:22:33:02 - 00:22:38:02

Luna

And maybe they even let you slip through their fingers because they can pick you up again. And maybe they'll build your castle with you.

00:22:38:02 - 00:22:51:00

Yeah. And also, I'm not worried about, like, how long it lasts. That's nothing new for me. I'm just. I'm so here for the moment. This life is so fucking short. Like I don't need marriage. I don't need forever.

00:22:51:02 - 00:23:10:04

Luna

I found myself in my, like, anxious moments trying to find a conclusion of like. Like fast forwarding my brain of, like how it's going to end, like when it'll be over. And then I was like, because it's so scary for me to consider that I've found a new play friend who we're not gonna live our full lives together, but like, might keep fucking if we get along like, there's a part of me that's like.

00:23:10:08 - 00:23:10:11

Oh.

00:23:10:12 - 00:23:12:13

No. Even that level of, like, commitment.

00:23:12:13 - 00:23:14:12

Luna

And then I just laugh at myself cause I'm like, oh.

00:23:14:12 - 00:23:17:04

Yes, that would be so terrible.

00:23:17:06 - 00:23:18:11

While I get you.

00:23:18:12 - 00:23:26:03

Luna

So how has your life been feeling? Like, what other sexy updates like? Are you feeling very sexy. Gratified. Yeah. What's going on? What else is going on?

00:23:26:03 - 00:23:52:18

I mean, becoming a horror was like the best thing that's ever happened for me or that I've ever created because it spilled into every area of my life. Now I negotiate everything. Everything, even like my internet. Like I fucking negotiate that contract. And my confidence in myself, love and my like, knowing my own value has spilled over into all my creative opportunities to the point where, like, I've been pitching myself more.

00:23:52:18 - 00:23:56:04

I started writing for cosmopolitan magazine and it's going so.

00:23:56:06 - 00:23:57:13

Luna

I'm asking about fucking.

00:23:57:17 - 00:24:01:18

Yes, I'm writing erotic short stories all based on real experiences.

00:24:01:18 - 00:24:02:16

Luna

Where do people find them?

00:24:02:16 - 00:24:03:23

Oh, cosmopolitan.

00:24:04:01 - 00:24:09:02

Luna

Dark photo Cosmo search Gigi Savage. Yeah. There you go. Yeah. Damn. That's hot.

00:24:09:04 - 00:24:31:15

It's crazy, but, like, I don't think I would be writing erotica if I hadn't lived out my horror fantasy. So, like, it's like my horror. DM is giving me all these new ventures. Okay, that I didn't even imagine because I've always been, like, writing for TV and trying to do comedy, and I still am doing that. Yeah, but like, writing erotica is so gratifying.

00:24:31:15 - 00:24:37:15

I literally like, I write and then I stop and masturbate because it turns me on to write it. Like, you get it, you write it.

00:24:37:17 - 00:24:49:23

Luna

That's yeah. During the pandemic, that was a lot of what I was doing. Like both for individuals. And then I would do these kind of like group ones. And I had a period of like two days where I was just like laying in bed writing and then like getting off and then just like living in this fantasy world.

00:24:49:23 - 00:25:09:10

Luna

And I was like, and that's part of what led to me being like, and then I'll have a sex part and then it'll be everyone, because we need spaces that aren't regular churches that where we can have like intergenerational mingling. Like my noodle of this week is like how community creates an opportunity for seduction and romance and how now that we're outside of the, you know, palace confines or whatever, I've been thinking about that.

00:25:09:10 - 00:25:11:18

Luna

Something like a creation space would be the perfect solution.

00:25:11:18 - 00:25:14:23

I didn't know that's how that came to be. Your not you're.

00:25:15:02 - 00:25:30:10

Luna

Yeah. It's because it's because I was writing it. Because I was writing erotica about these, like, fantastical spaces. And you would have sex parties from one space to the next. And I wrote about this prism house, and each room was a different color, and each color had a different theme. And you do different sexy things in the rooftop, how you know.

00:25:30:10 - 00:25:39:22

Luna

And so I was just like going into this like wild creative fantasy space and I just want to build them everywhere and write stories to go them and then film stuff and then invite people to literally come play in those space.

00:25:39:22 - 00:25:47:00

Okay, well, and it's happening and time is not linear. And like mission creation is happening. I can't wait to go. I want to be there.

00:25:47:00 - 00:25:57:12

Luna

I mean, you went yeah, I go on tour and replace it. So okay. So you're but you're like living the real life fantasy. You're like literally writing for cosmopolitan, which I think was one of your dreams.

00:25:57:12 - 00:25:58:06

Oh, it's.

00:25:58:08 - 00:26:15:17

Been my dream for so long. I originally got a piece into Cosmo UK, but that's like a totally separate entity technically. So it was a whole nother couple years of just pitching random editors until one finally picked up my first story, and then luckily it went really well. And it's I got on a contract with them, and I've just been, like, churning out erotica and,

00:26:15:19 - 00:26:16:23

Muse likes it.

00:26:17:03 - 00:26:18:04

Luna

You love that. He's like, I.

00:26:18:04 - 00:26:22:12

Want to read it. Yes, Kitty Cat and.

00:26:22:14 - 00:26:23:08

Luna

Plus he's got something to.

00:26:23:08 - 00:26:25:21

Say. The pussy always had something to say. Just ask.

00:26:25:21 - 00:26:27:02

Her. I.

00:26:27:04 - 00:26:28:00

In this case, him.

00:26:28:01 - 00:26:31:07

Because I can say for him.

00:26:31:09 - 00:26:54:20

Honestly, like being assaulted in 2019 and doing the therapy to heal from that. Like I'm so fucking grateful that attack happened because I think it accelerated my healing as a human being, because it forced me to heal huge roots of my being that with those healed like there's a lot of work to go, but my power has just like surged.

00:26:55:02 - 00:27:10:00

And I live with a true no fucks given attitude of like, I'm doing this for me. I'm also helping the world. I know this is good. Like I'm going to ask for what I want. I'm going to just fucking do it instead of fantasizing. Yes. And like, that's it now. Like now I just fucking do it.

00:27:10:00 - 00:27:17:03

Luna

I get it, I'm stepping into it with my, erotic bucket list exploits, explorations and, future educational erotic content.

00:27:17:07 - 00:27:18:13

And I'm amazed by your bucket.

00:27:18:13 - 00:27:20:05

List, by the way.

00:27:20:07 - 00:27:22:22

Luna

I'm trying to figure out how to organize it and share it better, but anyway.

00:27:22:22 - 00:27:23:22

It's always growing, too.

00:27:23:22 - 00:27:24:16

Luna

It keeps growing.

00:27:24:16 - 00:27:27:10

It keeps growing. Oh, I just love it.

00:27:27:12 - 00:27:39:19

Luna

Okay, any other broad strokes, things you want to share and or specifics like? Are there any specific hot stories you could tell us or just like things you have been getting pleasured on lately, or just like what you've been into? Like what? Okay.

00:27:39:21 - 00:28:04:13

Immediately one that comes to mind is this worshiper that I met at the brothel. He just did such a good job leaning into the role like it's not. You know, most clients are, like, really quiet, but this client could play along. So that was really fun. He was immediately into the like my goddess, my goddess worship. And he was another married man, but his wife was in on the whole thing, and that just made it so much juicier.

00:28:04:13 - 00:28:10:07

And like like she knew he was completely new. I actually got to talk to her on the phone briefly, all the way in Korea.

00:28:10:07 - 00:28:11:00

Luna

Four or.

00:28:11:03 - 00:28:12:17

Five. Oh, God, I.

00:28:12:17 - 00:28:14:04

Can't really remember. I have to look at my note.

00:28:14:04 - 00:28:19:05

Hot or dirty or during. Oh, no, don't remember.

00:28:19:08 - 00:28:25:01

Luna

Be a hot. Can you? I know you can't advertise, but, like, so hot, right? That is a fantasy term.

00:28:25:01 - 00:28:25:19

Oh, we.

00:28:25:20 - 00:28:49:19

Have her listening on the phone. No, but she fully gave her blessing. And they had an arrangement because I believe he was, like, connected to the army or Navy or something like that. So he travels a lot. And their arrangement is that like he's allowed to go to legal brothels in other countries when he's away from her for a long time because he knows that the, you know, and she agrees, like the money creates a line that he's not having affairs, he's not being unsafe because condoms are required.

00:28:49:19 - 00:28:53:00

Kissing is off limits. You know, all these safety measures.

00:28:53:01 - 00:29:00:01

Luna

Worshiping the goddess as a body double or something like celebrating their love. It's just like a long distance threesome. Beautiful. That's so beautiful.

00:29:00:01 - 00:29:01:00

So that one way.

00:29:01:01 - 00:29:02:05

How about lying.

00:29:02:05 - 00:29:05:16

Luna

And cheating to, like, preserve a fantasy that doesn't exist?

00:29:05:18 - 00:29:11:16

And so, yeah, I got to talk to her on the phone. She was lovely and she was like, so happy to meet me and that everything went well. And yeah, I think it was.

00:29:11:16 - 00:29:15:08

Luna

Wonder if they have like, fuck didn't come to like talk his memory.

00:29:15:08 - 00:29:24:00

Yeah, I hope so. I love that's what I love about only fans too. Like I love knowing that people are masturbating to me or like that.

00:29:24:00 - 00:29:25:14

Luna

Energy is so beautiful.

00:29:25:14 - 00:29:26:20

Yes.

00:29:26:22 - 00:29:28:08

I don't even know what that is. I just like.

00:29:28:08 - 00:29:31:05

Luna

It. That's awesome. What about in your solo pleasure life?

00:29:31:09 - 00:29:48:16

Oh, okay. So solo pleasure. This has been really cool because I recently stopped smoking weed and, you know, if you're a weed smoker, like, weed really enhances orgasms. It really enhances, at least in my experience. And according to my friend.

00:29:48:17 - 00:29:49:04

Luna

It harder.

00:29:49:04 - 00:29:50:03

For me. Really?

00:29:50:03 - 00:29:52:20

Luna

Okay. I mean, like, I like to get touched no matter what.

00:29:52:21 - 00:29:54:04

Interesting. I didn't know that.

00:29:54:05 - 00:30:04:07

Luna

It's way harder for me to come. And it takes longer. And I'm like, it does make sense, but it means that I can take more because I'm so hypersensitive that it's like that.

00:30:04:07 - 00:30:05:16

It kind of dulled their senses.

00:30:05:16 - 00:30:05:23

Luna

Yeah, yeah.

00:30:05:23 - 00:30:16:12

See, I wonder if it's kind of like, you know, Ritalin will affect somebody who actually has ADHD this way, but someone who doesn't affect this way. Right? Right. Like your energy levels. And with weed, it kind of does one thing. Mine does something.

00:30:16:12 - 00:30:17:06

Luna

Else. Yeah, maybe.

00:30:17:06 - 00:30:41:08

But for me it had like heightened my sexual experiences and made the orgasm feel deeper and longer. But what's really exciting is literally this morning, I feel like I reached the point where I'm back to, like, a baseline because my solo sex, my orgasms, they just felt lighter, like, not as deep. Today. I had such a good one touching myself and watching porn.

00:30:41:10 - 00:30:44:06

I was watching some doctor porn, and I.

00:30:44:08 - 00:30:47:19

I definitely have a medical kink. I've come to realize this was another one.

00:30:47:21 - 00:30:49:06

Can I just go into the porn?

00:30:49:06 - 00:30:51:03

Luna

Like. Yeah, like, okay, 100%.

00:30:51:03 - 00:31:11:20

It's kind of similar to the client story I just told because the setup was like it was a husband and wife. He's taking her to the doctor to like, get basically like sexually checked out, like make sure everything's good and she can orgasm, which I just love that setup. And he's like holding the husband is by her side, holding her hand the whole time that the doctor is fucking her.

00:31:11:22 - 00:31:30:23

And I just touched myself and I had the biggest orgasm and I was just this morning congratulate. Thank you. So I feel like my baseline is back because I've been like off the weed for long enough that day. Yeah, but I'm such a huge proponent of solo sex. I love asking people like dating life or whatever. Do you masturbate as often as you'd like to?

00:31:31:01 - 00:31:35:21

Luna

I think I do. I mean, I always want more touches, but then I'd never get anything done. So like, I think I did a good job.

00:31:35:21 - 00:31:48:05

I think it ebbs and flows for me because sometimes I realize I haven't been masturbating as much as I wanted to. I've been prioritizing other things or I like I get up and go in the morning, but like today, I really prioritized it and I was like, I'm going to come before I get out of bed.

00:31:48:11 - 00:31:49:04

Oh yes.

00:31:49:04 - 00:31:50:21

Luna

How much do you want to?

00:31:50:22 - 00:32:00:10

I honestly, I want to get into a good daily practice. I want to be daily, but I feel like right now I'm like three times a week. Okay. So there's work to do.

00:32:00:10 - 00:32:13:16

Luna

I like I would say I'm pretty regularly about daily ish, but then yeah, but not but it's not like a chore or it's like, yeah, maybe some times I'll skip a day, but then sometimes I'll masturbate like six times in a day. And it just depends, you know.

00:32:13:16 - 00:32:15:23

Well, with your cycle too, I'm sure you're horny.

00:32:15:23 - 00:32:21:12

Luna

I don't know, I mean, I'm sure they do. I'm also the most, like, regular person that I.

00:32:21:13 - 00:32:28:15

That's true. Out of all cycling people, I feel like you are. I know you well and I feel like you're a very regular. Like the roller coaster isn't as big for you.

00:32:28:17 - 00:32:37:20

Luna

I'm like, we're going up and down. I know every day we go up and down any other, like sexy things, sexy thoughts, sexy evolutions. You've seen it yourself over the last couple years.

00:32:38:02 - 00:32:49:21

Well, another really fun story that comes to mind is like one of my biggest bookings I've ever had at the brothel. Didn't involve sex at all. It was a tickling party.

00:32:49:23 - 00:32:57:00

With a couple. Yeah, with a couple. Yeah. So like, they it was so interesting.

00:32:57:02 - 00:33:12:17

So the husband of this hetero couple was a severe allergy person, like severe, severe. And so it was very interesting because I had to shower with special soap and wash off, like, all my makeup and be completely clean, even just for the tickling to.

00:33:12:18 - 00:33:23:06

Luna

That play into your medical kick. It's like we must scrub the experiment. Oh, that's hard for me too. Well, it's like ritual. Yeah, it's like hot, sexy ritual. Damn.

00:33:23:06 - 00:33:40:23

I love rules and dynamics of, like, power. So. Yeah. Yeah, I wish I could say how much it was, but it was a life changing amount of money, is what I can say. The wife was the boss. She was like the breadwinner. And she was the one who was, like, making up the rules. And so by her rules, he was never allowed to take his underwear off the whole time.

00:33:41:00 - 00:33:46:03

So his underwear, his penis was not involved at all, which is just, like, really different, you know?

00:33:46:03 - 00:33:46:15

Yeah, yeah.

00:33:46:16 - 00:33:51:21

Luna

Party at the brothel, especially for a heteronormative couple, where usually it's like the sex happens when he.

00:33:51:21 - 00:34:07:14

When he fucks you. Yeah, yeah, when you penetrate someone's holes. Yeah. So it was so refreshingly different. And I believe she got naked, but I was not allowed to take my panties off because she didn't want him to even see my pussy. And it was so my panties at the end of it all had, like, the biggest wet stain.

00:34:07:15 - 00:34:09:09

Luna

Yeah. Wait till, were you the tickler that.

00:34:09:09 - 00:34:14:09

So they took turns. So it was. I think it was like an hour or two booking and we took two.

00:34:14:11 - 00:34:15:10

Yeah.

00:34:15:12 - 00:34:36:17

So we would take turns with one of us in the middle of the bed and the other two on either side applying the tickling. And we used other things to like, I think we use like a hairbrush, a feathery thing I had, and then also just fingers to tickle up and down. And I've never experienced that before. So I was really going into it like, what am I going to, am I going to pee my pants is going to hurt like what's going to happen?

00:34:36:17 - 00:34:43:04

And I, I actually found that I really liked it and I totally got the kink. Like it felt kind of Bdsm almost to me.

00:34:43:04 - 00:34:58:00

Luna

Like I was gonna say it reminds like, I like those sensory experiences, but in terms of like, get you, get you go hard tickling, that's that's a hard read for me because I there was someone in my life when I was younger, I don't remember who, who would tickle me relentlessly. And it was two far out of control.

00:34:58:00 - 00:35:01:23

Luna

And it was the painful, like it was too much. I didn't like it and my boundary wasn't respect. Yeah.

00:35:02:01 - 00:35:21:03

You know, my mom has a story like that. So. So that always stuck out to me as a little kid because she didn't. If she saw us tickling each other, she'd step in like she has one of those. But it was so interesting, the sensation and laughing so hard that it didn't hurt. But it brought me to like a new, like a different level of laughing.

00:35:21:03 - 00:35:30:23

I don't even know how how to describe it. It was like really guttural and all I could say is it's like, have you seen Spinal Tap? It's like, took it to 11, like out of ten.

00:35:31:05 - 00:35:31:14

Took it to.

00:35:31:14 - 00:35:39:03

11. And then, yeah, we would switch places and I would be one of the administers of the tickling sock.

00:35:39:05 - 00:35:40:04

Luna

And they liked the tickling.

00:35:40:04 - 00:35:40:17

We all laughed.

00:35:40:17 - 00:35:46:20

Very happy. That's amazing. Dang. Oh how wonderful. Yeah. Isn't it interesting?

00:35:46:20 - 00:35:47:19

Luna

It's so interesting.

00:35:47:19 - 00:35:49:00

Anything could happen there.

00:35:49:04 - 00:35:49:22

Luna

That's awesome.

00:35:50:03 - 00:35:53:18

It's such a creative place. And as an artist, I love that.

00:35:53:18 - 00:36:00:00

Luna

And the more that I talk to the like other ladies there, I'm just like the amount of orgasms that have happened there. How magical.

00:36:00:01 - 00:36:03:21

Oh, what a magical. I am convinced it's the real area.

00:36:03:21 - 00:36:09:12

51 because the Bermuda Triangle. Oh yes, because.

00:36:09:12 - 00:36:26:22

Think about it. It's just like happy people coming like over and over 24 hours a day in one location. I'm sorry, but that shit is magical. Like me and my friends there, we use it to manifest. We use the grounds like it's a magical place.

00:36:26:23 - 00:36:34:12

Luna

I mean, you know, I'm obsessed with the desert and also like the idea of, I don't know, the desert for me, I guess has always had to do with, like, aliens and extraterrestrial things.

00:36:34:12 - 00:36:36:12

You grew up in a desert area? No, I just grew.

00:36:36:12 - 00:36:53:23

Luna

Up on a farm. But like California, California, the Central Valley is rich and fertile. But, like, I don't know, I've just always loved big, wide open spaces like the moon. Yeah. Or places that remind me of what the moon would be like. And I just feel like there's some connection between, like, aliens. And so I don't know, that's just my personal like.

00:36:54:01 - 00:36:54:18

But it's just me.

00:36:54:19 - 00:36:57:02

Luna

Just because I think I'm an alien and I'm one now.

00:36:57:02 - 00:36:59:13

I want someone to do tentacle with me.

00:36:59:13 - 00:37:03:14

Luna

I have a tattoo. You have a tentacle? You do. I had a glass. Oh. Glass one.

00:37:03:14 - 00:37:04:17

I was scared, honestly.

00:37:04:17 - 00:37:06:21

To use it. Just. Oh, no. How do you.

00:37:06:21 - 00:37:08:17

Luna

Use the glasses? Yeah, I love that.

00:37:08:18 - 00:37:11:11

No, it's just been sitting there. Oh, okay.

00:37:11:11 - 00:37:13:02

Maybe that's my next solo sex.

00:37:13:03 - 00:37:17:23

Luna

I was going to say I want, like, use it, but like, film it because the glass will look so pretty. Yeah.

00:37:17:23 - 00:37:18:17

It's amethyst.

00:37:18:17 - 00:37:26:22

Luna

It's. If someone was, like, slowly inserting it for you. Lit properly with the right ambiance. Oh my God.

00:37:26:22 - 00:37:30:21

I want to direct porn. But so far I haven't made any porn. Like, I'm sure.

00:37:30:21 - 00:37:32:21

Luna

You'll have an opportunity very soon. I know.

00:37:33:02 - 00:37:38:18

I know, I'm quite certain that if that's something that you want, could very well happen. Like, I should just immediately.

00:37:39:00 - 00:37:40:19

Literally go to the valley after this, like.

00:37:41:01 - 00:37:44:20

Luna

We're right next to it, I think. I think you could make some incredible indie.

00:37:44:22 - 00:37:46:02

Indie, indie, and I.

00:37:46:02 - 00:37:47:17

Luna

Think we wouldn't even have to go anywhere.

00:37:47:18 - 00:37:54:05

To haha. Okay, so it's done. It is, it is, it is. Okay, so.

00:37:54:05 - 00:38:01:12

Luna

Now at this point in your life, almost a couple years after our first conversation, what are your hopes for your sex life going forward today?

00:38:01:14 - 00:38:03:01

Ooh.

00:38:03:03 - 00:38:11:13

I'm so glad you asked. I was just talking about this in therapy today. Earlier. Interacting with others is like love my priority list right now.

00:38:11:14 - 00:38:12:21

As far as,

00:38:12:23 - 00:38:34:14

I'm actually way more excited about the solo sex right now. And I have my imaginary friends that I fuck in my head. I like playing with them because you know what? They respond how I want them to, and I don't have to deal with these, like less than giving lovers. So I just want to delve into that and see how much I can manifest and how much sex magic I can do on my own.

00:38:34:14 - 00:38:51:18

Luna

Oh, I for the next little chat. Love that I've been using my imagination to just practice. Like, what would it feel like to expect someone to continue to show up for me? Or like, you know, and it's like I'm using these imaginations as practice for receiving the kind of like love, care and attention that I actually want. And that's really helped me kind of like filter my own desire.

00:38:51:19 - 00:39:08:07

Luna

Like, is this person as giving as I would want for myself if I'm my own best friend? Yes. Like if you were. So it sounds like you're doing a version of that because it's like, I'll let you come in in the 3D world, if you actually add value and can like, you know, cherish me or whatever in the ways that feel good and have that mutual deliciousness.

00:39:08:07 - 00:39:09:06

Exactly. Yeah.

00:39:09:06 - 00:39:11:03

Luna

Meantime, fuck off. I'm fucking myself.

00:39:11:04 - 00:39:12:07

Yes.

00:39:12:07 - 00:39:21:18

And then also, I want to continue to loosen my asshole because I had an injury, I had a fissure. So like, I had to have a surgery and it put my asshole out of.

00:39:21:18 - 00:39:22:19

Commission.

00:39:22:21 - 00:39:45:21

And I already was somebody with like, I don't know, I think a tight asshole like ones in my family. It's kind of genetic. I think a goal of mine is to keep up with, like the solo sex, incorporating some ass touching and like, loosening and gentle like healing of that space because it's such a pleasure space. But I've unfortunately had a lot of pain there with that injury.

00:39:45:23 - 00:40:02:21

So I just want to heal it more and I want to. My goal is to eventually be able to have anal sex again, because in the past, I've only been able to have it a couple times when I was like, on drugs that make your asshole really loose and I want to be able to like, sober, have anal sex.

00:40:02:22 - 00:40:03:20

Luna

Oh my God, I.

00:40:03:20 - 00:40:09:01

Love that I'm out about all this now that I'm just like, yeah, I'll just say everything now.

00:40:09:01 - 00:40:25:06

Luna

I feel you. It feel so good. I haven't been fucked in the ass since my former master and I really. Oh, damn. No, I don't, except for that one accidental time. That's a oh down the wrong hole. And that was really painful. But yeah. No, it. Since we split the last like it's. Yeah, I really want that.

00:40:25:09 - 00:40:26:10

And I know you love that.

00:40:26:10 - 00:40:46:01

Luna

I love it only from partners who also love it I don't yeah I definitely don't want someone who's like, oh, you like that thing? I'll do it for you. Like, unless they're like, really into butts and butt stuff and I'm going to get, like, cherished and worshiped and then also like called really dirty thing because that's a that's like where I like my most degradation is like when someone's like fucking me and I'm like, they're in a hole or whatever.

00:40:46:05 - 00:40:50:00

Ooh, hot.

00:40:50:02 - 00:41:00:01

Yeah. I want someone who we take like a long time and it's a whole ceremony. And we're just, like, relaxing me to the nth degree because that's what anal is about. It's about relaxing the receiver.

00:41:00:01 - 00:41:25:12

Luna

It should be a luxurious thing. This is where I will stand by a assured like it should not cause trauma. It definitely should have a lot of lube, but there should be no resistance. I read Tristan Terminal's Ultimate Guide to Kink, and there was a person who wrote a chapter on anal fisting, and at the beginning they made such a good point about how, you know, anal stuff with masochists can be tricky because you're just causing trauma.

00:41:25:12 - 00:41:31:07

Luna

If you're like, oh, I like a little pain, it's okay, I can take it. It's really bad for your butthole. Like it's real. You don't want to just I mean.

00:41:31:07 - 00:41:32:20

You like tissue. It's like so it's.

00:41:32:20 - 00:41:34:06

Luna

So sensitive, so safe, and.

00:41:34:06 - 00:41:35:10

You need it every day.

00:41:35:12 - 00:41:41:13

Luna

And just like the work, the lead up to all of it and, like, getting used and all the holes. And also, I fucking love fucking with a butt plug in.

00:41:41:13 - 00:41:44:13

You saying all of that is hurting me on.

00:41:44:15 - 00:41:50:11

Luna

Excellent. Gigi Savage, thank you so much for being a guest on Sex Stories. Where can people find you on the internet?

00:41:50:17 - 00:42:02:03

Gigi? Salvage.com and that can get you everywhere. My Instagram is also at Gigi Savage, but honestly, I don't really care about social media. Do whatever you want. My OnlyFans is at Goddess Goddess. Just go to my website or Google me, okay?

00:42:02:03 - 00:42:04:21

Luna

Yeah. Fuck yeah. Thank you for being a guest on Sex toys. Thank you.

00:42:04:21 - 00:42:06:07

So much for having me.

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