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Luna Robbie 0:00

Our guest today is a 29 year old bisexual ex Mormon who is ethically non monogamous and polyamorous, is in a committed relationship and is into extended vanilla deliciousness, all things sensual, deep human connection, exploring with both men and women, power play, interesting experiences, off and on camera, and has so many other things she still wants to try on camera. And on camera is the place she loves showing off most, a porn star, content creator and legal courtesan at Sherry's Ranch, originally from Utah, and with us today from Vegas. Welcome, Nikki sweet,

Nikki Sweet 0:38

hello. I'm happy to be here.

Luna Robbie 0:41

Extra sweetness, extra sweet, extra sweet. Mickey, sweet. I am so excited. This has been a long time in coming. We have been discussing the idea of having you onboard for quite a while. So I'm very tipulated today. Could you pretty please start off by sharing with us if you had to rate yourself on a sexual shame a meter, with 10 being the most full of shame, and zero being like, I don't have any where do you fall right now and when, if ever has it squiggled up or down over the years?

Nikki Sweet 1:11

Okay, so definitely interesting. You mentioned the change. I mean, I think, like most people, there's been a development over the years. As you mentioned, I am ex Mormon, so I would say that sexual shame pretty much comes with the territory, you know, like, you're not supposed to have, you know, sexual feelings that give anything. There's just this sacred thing you'll do someday when you're married and you'll find out about it, then, like, probably that night, you know, like, a very, like, high expectation of waiting. So I would say, like, as far as with the most shame,

10. Yeah, it was probably, like a

nine or 10, maybe a nine, because I still, I think, you know, over time, I knew I had sexuality, I just couldn't express it to anyone, um, and then, you know, I would say, by high school, when I started, you know, like having some relationships, starting to have some introductory experiences. Maybe that started to shift, you know, even a little bit more. And that also probably helped ship me out of the Mormon church. So, yeah, probably somewhere like a five, you know, when I'm going to college. And yeah, I mean, definitely. And then all my experiences in the porn industry, doing, like, online, you know, talking to people working at Sherry's Ranch, I feel like I'm sitting pretty comfortably, like, maybe around a two right now, two

Luna Robbie 2:27

or three. Yeah, okay. I love that. Do you find even nowadays? Do you ever find moments where it like spikes up in certain circumstances? Like, are you pretty comfortable and open talking about your work in the wider world? Or is it something where you're like, Oh God, I gotta hide. Like, what? What is that like for

Nikki Sweet 2:44

you? So I think that what stops me more from, like, talking about it with people, is things like safety. I want to know, like, you know, kind of, from the get go, that they care about, things like women's rights, that they support women's sexuality in general, you know, because I just don't really enjoy, like, opening up about those kinds of things, you know, with people that, like, you know, why have the conversation? So I would say, like, I would not call it shame that I don't want to, like, discuss it with everyone, exactly, but I'm more just circumstantial, like, yeah, kind of just something like to keep personal and for people that I like, interact with and trust totally. That

Luna Robbie 3:23

sounds just like prudent, like you're like, Okay, I'm gonna be logical about this. Okay, good. So we have dealt with shame for now before we dive into for now, for now, if it comes up, you know, it can whatever. We'll see how those stories unfold and get into all of it, but before we get into all the sexy details, I would love to hear just a little bit about you as a human So could you tell us, like in general, in life, sexy or not, what brings you big joy? What makes you go, whoo,

Nikki Sweet 3:59

as far as just like pure joy, like my very first thought, like, my cats

Luna Robbie 4:05

love that answer. That's the first time I've heard. I love that. Yeah, oh, you have multiple joy.

Nikki Sweet 4:12

No, in addition to that, though,

I mean, I really, you know, like when I am, when I do connect with someone, like, in a relationship like that, like, I really just love like, spending time together, having time together, doing things together, cooking together, eating together, you know, I just really am about spending time with people that I think makes me just bite up, you know, and feel like my most happy self. So while I value some alone time, I think in general, you know, I like to have, you know, someone that I really feel like I'm connecting with and sharing my life with.

Luna Robbie 4:43

What about, like, creative activities or adventury, things like, what do you do outside of humaning?

Nikki Sweet 4:49

Yes, outside,

I've really been enjoying camping lately, anything outdoors when I was younger. I don't know why I like I couldn't stand. It like I didn't, you know, I didn't like bugs, things like that. And now I just really, really value time where I could totally disconnect, because I work from my phone a lot, and so it's go not have service, you know, be quiet. Just enjoy what's beautiful. Um, let's see. Definitely been getting into, I'm trying to get more into cooking, because I love eating. Oh, yeah, but I like baking and trying to, like, learn how to make, you know, pretty things.

Luna Robbie 5:27

Oh, I fucking love that. How would you say you show yourself Self Love, like, how do you woo you? So when

Nikki Sweet 5:35

I first got into the industry, I remember this girl telling me another porn star. Like, when you have days off, you need to, like, it's all about you, it's all about self care. And that was the first time I really thought about that. Because I've been a workaholic just forever. I'd never really thought about self care. And so now it kind of gave me the freedom to have days when I'm on, or times where I'm on and I'm really working, but then when, when you turn it off, you really need to disconnect and take care of yourself and have that balance. And so for me, that definitely means, you know, sometimes like definitely going outdoors, even if it's just sitting in my backyard. You know, after a busy day, for sure, I really, I mean, I value time where I can turn my brain off, where I can turn on the TV. I've just loved watching movies recently. I just stopped Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind last week, anything like that. That's a good, you know, mind trip. So I just, I like to, you know, I want to always remember I'm a real person. It's great. I love to play as a sex object. I really, really love it. But then also I still want, you know, the full human experience, like anyone totally,

Luna Robbie 6:40

I totally feel that. It's so funny. I was hanging out with a lover recently, and they were like, I don't want to objectify you. I know that you get objectified so much for work. And I was like, Well, I like, I'm okay with being sexually objectified. And like, from you, I would like to be sexually objectified. However, I just want to be a full person first, like, see me as a full person and then objectify me if I'm only an object then, then we're kind of backwards there. But like, I'm like, yeah, just give it all to me. I want it all, see all of me. Yeah. So

Nikki Sweet 7:12

respect and humanity first, always, you know, always, always, like, it's definitely, you know, big turn off to me when someone definitely just leads with sex, you know, especially on, like, first interactions, or I don't even if I just woken up in the morning, you know, show me a little love first, and then we can get there. Yeah,

Luna Robbie 7:30

I'm like, see me and then play with me. Okay, also, though, I think I am a person where I'm like, Well, you can lead with sex, but like, Tell me your sex stories for like, tell me the nerdy parts about your like, sexual thoughts, hopes, goals, dreams, fear, you know, like, like, like, lead with that, and then we'll go from there. When someone's just like, here's what I think fantasies about you I'm sort of like, well, okay, that's nice. Did you pay me on sex Panther to say that? Or no, okay.

Nikki Sweet 7:56

Literally, I had a little

attention in general. I've had like, you know, great experiences with talents, being very respectful on set. But there was

one time where, you know, like,

I think me and the girl, we both walk in, because there were two girls and two guys, and so one of the guys walks up, like, hello, hello. Like, to our kids, yeah. Like,

so that's all

in that. This was, you know, like, definitely, this was years ago. I feel like, confident. I think, did I have to just walk right off set?

Yeah, not as that. But, you know,

let's not lead, you know, always lead with consent.

Luna Robbie 8:35

I How did, what did you even do? I feel like I'd be like, hello and like, slap his cock, like, I don't know. Like I'm like, or knee, I'm in the groin. I don't know. I'm like, Hello, is this what we're doing?

Nikki Sweet 8:44

Okay? Like, what's hard? And so I'm sure there's times in a plan, any job, and not just in the porn industry, that there's always a balance, you know, because, of course, you always want to stand up for yourself. Because lots of customer service jobs that I had, there were times where I would have really liked to tell people off. And you're balancing when you need a job and when you need to work. And I would say, you know, when I first got into the porn industry, that was, like, a little bit more how I felt, like I didn't, I really didn't want to lose opportunities, right? And so that's where, in general, I like, moves towards things like having, like intimacy coordinators on set. I know, like mine, Geek browsers start doing something like that. There should be someone who's just making sure that no one is stuck with their decision of having to defend themselves in that moment, because everyone's clear that consent is not optional. Yeah,

Luna Robbie 9:30

it's the basis of sexy things on that note, how are you wooed by others? How do you like to receive love from other people.

Nikki Sweet 9:43

So, like I said, I do. I love having someone's like, time, you know, that they're willing to spend time with me, to be around me, and that they care enough to listen to the things that I have to say. So like, I think intellectual conversations.

But like, you know, I. Yeah, but I really

feel like we can talk like, I don't want to feel like there are topics that are too deep or scary, like you said, like, like, tell me the real thing, tell me the nerdy thing, tell me the embarrassing thing, and it's only going to make me, you know, more interested, not less I like because I'm not. I definitely I've never, I've never been very comfortable with people spending money on me, which is kind of a funny thing doing a sex work.

Luna Robbie 10:22

Oh, that's so it has that shifted. I imagine you're healing that right. Like, now you're like, Okay, give it. Or is it still a thing in

Nikki Sweet 10:30

my personal or, like, I think I never wanted, I don't know, like, I just, I would rather, like, someone really, like, plan out a really amazing thing for us to go do together, you know. And I don't care if it's expensive, you know, like,

it can be, like, pretty much free, like, maybe a picnic, you know. And I would, you know, be just as excited, be more excited. I feel uncomfortable

about very expensive gifts. Okay,

Luna Robbie 10:49

yeah, I was gonna say it sounds like maybe you just need more people who adore you to help you practice receiving expensiveness. I don't know. I'm

Nikki Sweet 10:59

just throwing out. I'll welcome that. Yeah, I'll try to be open. But I do like

that. I feel that way. Because I think sometimes the people that I interact with, as far as clients, appreciate that, yeah, that they can tell that I'm like, Okay, we both understand that this is, like, conditional, like, conditional consent. I kind of heard that talked about sex work and it's money, you know, there is an exchange here. But also they know that I do like to keep it human. I don't want to spend one once we've decided things, we've decided things, and then I won't spend all my time trying to work you for more. Because, yeah,

Luna Robbie 11:35

yeah, no. I mean, it's, it's a, it's a two way street of hotness. And it's like, I fucking love the clarity of just like, yep, here's what's happening. Like, here's what we're doing. And having a good reason is really a turn on in my personal opinion,

Nikki Sweet 11:53

I would say where I can see how it shows in this industry, like, a lot of time, it indicates how much they respect you. Because, you know, it is saying something if they say, I think you're worth this much versus this much sometimes, and so maybe to me, that's the most important aspect of that, just to know that my time and what I do offer you know that that they see me and I see that,

Luna Robbie 12:14

yeah, totally, I totally relate to that. Also it's like, how much do they value themselves and their own pleasure. Like, how much are they willing to have a next level experience? Because I know, regardless of any industry, right? Like, you know, even, even with, like, people who are like, I'd like to advertise on your podcast, I have $200 versus the people that will pay the actual rate, which is more in the 1000s of dollars range, it's sort of just like, well, you don't care about it. Doesn't matter, you know. So it's, I think that that that energy is really important. Any other things about, like, what makes you swoon, or stuff that just, like, kind of makes you melt?

Nikki Sweet 12:50

Yeah, I love you. So because I did forget to say confidence, I think is, like, my biggest, you know, like, thought about over the years, I think that's going to be the difference every time is I really do like so much confident in like you said, in what they like, and seeking their own pleasure, and in like, you know, trusting that they can listen and communicate with me and give me pleasure as well. I know sometimes there's the idea of like, nice guys finish last, you know, and I think it's because like, people see that girls are attracted to confidence. Which are people. People are attracted to confidence, which sometimes there's a confidence that can be more like self conceit. Obviously, you know, we don't see other people. You only see yourself. And I think it's easy to mistake the two sometimes. So sometimes you think you're seeing one and you realize it's the other. But in truth, I think nice people who are confident will finish first every time, absolutely

Luna Robbie 13:41

I have started identifying as a kind sexual I'm like, Are you gonna be kind to me? Then we can get along? And I really think that there is a certain amount of confidence in a human being who can come to me and say, like, Hey, I am insecure about this thing, and I'd like you to help me learn about it, or like, I want to try this thing, or like, I don't even know, and you know, so it's like, it's not like, oh, they have to know everything, or like, be in charge of everything, but like, there's a confidence of a knowing their self or knowing oneself, and being like, This is who I am, this is where I am. This is how I'd like to connect, you know. And I totally also find that a turn on.

Nikki Sweet 14:18

Does you need confidence to be honest about yourself, right? Because, like, confidence to admit you have weaknesses, because a lot of times people who would never admit that are not the confident people.

Luna Robbie 14:29

Totally good point. Yeah, it is very opposite of the, like, bad boy, bad girl archetype, where they, like, seem confident, but like, now I know that so many people are trying to fake it till they make it. And I just didn't, you know, for so long. I was like, taking everyone at face value. And I was like, Okay, you're like that. And then I would, you know, finding

Nikki Sweet 14:48

cool and like, speak perfectly all the time.

Luna Robbie 14:53

Okay, tell us now, when do you feel the most connected to other humans? You've given us some hints. But when do you feel the most connected and like, what does it take to make a connection intimate for you? When I feel

Nikki Sweet 15:06

most connected to people? That's a good question. But something I just like struggled with over time, in a way, is learning to be authentic, and so that is when I feel the most connected. Is when I feel like there's that trust, that openness, that it's okay to be me. It's okay to say what I think the second half of that question, I'm so sorry. Oh,

Luna Robbie 15:24

and then just, I mean, for you, it's threading it into, like, what do you need to feel connected enough to fuck, basically, and so maybe you work it into, like, work and personal, how you can also just make it all about work, you know, whatever. But it's like, the reason, whatever reason, that's a really good question,

Nikki Sweet 15:40

because especially working as a courtesan, right? I like, I don't like to just jump into things without you having a mutual, some mutual feeling of connection first. And of course, that is sometimes a two way street. You know, everyone needs to be open and trying, but I do think it is important, you know, a little bit of that initial spark for everyone. And I've said a lot of times, I don't consider that I have a very specific type. And so I just think, with everyone, it kind of just takes me a minute to see, like, what am I into about you? Do you make me laugh? Do you have a nice laugh? Do I like the way you look in my eyes, you know? Like, just those very small things, you know, and take it's eye contact, I think, like, it's important, right, something that I struggled with a lot of my life, but especially, or design, you know, having that, that face to face, we see each other. We're two humans, right, coming to an agreement, hopefully, you know, enjoying each other today,

Luna Robbie 16:34

yeah. But

Nikki Sweet 16:37

so it's like, Give us something I don't want to, you know, work with the wall

Luna Robbie 16:40

totally right both directions. And it's also like, I'm hearing very human answers there. It's like, can I see you? Can we laugh? Can we have basic levels of fun? You know, for me, sometimes it's like, do you smell right to me? Like, that's, that's what I always say. If someone's like, I want to see you. I want to get to know you. I'm like, All right, well, we'll meet up in person. We'll see if our animal bodies like the way each other smell, you know. And it's such a subconscious pheromonal thing, but it's like, it's so real. In my early years, I did one time fuck a guy who I he was really nice, you know, he was hot, it was, but he smelled wrong to me. And at first, I was like, Oh, I think it's like his soap or his cologne. And then I saw my guy, I was like, No, this smell just does not my smell like, you know, and I don't even have a good sense of smell. So anyway,

Nikki Sweet 17:24

like that, and like though, I will say there was one, there's a, of course, we'll say nothing specific, but there was one performer I worked with. I remember one day out, and I know he'd shake shower right before the scene, but there was a smell, and I couldn't do it. But then I think, like, a year or two later, I worked with him, and he smelled great. So, yeah.

Luna Robbie 17:41

I mean, diet makes a difference. No, like, processed food, diets, lots of alcohol, like poor diets, and overall general health or like, lots of like, it can make it can, like, make smells come out of pores, you know, depending on what the hygiene levels are like. And it has nothing to do necessarily, with showers. They're like, literal inner deeper layers

Nikki Sweet 18:01

come back in a month or two, if not today. No, yeah,

you're like, um,

I don't tend to like when I'm Facebook in person. Of course, if something there's a turn off like that, it's something I don't think about beforehand. I think until I'm faced with it. Like, I don't worry that someone won't smell good, or, you know, anything like that, because in general, I don't know, like, I basically all my clients right shower before we interact anyways, and that's typically

Luna Robbie 18:26

good enough for me, absolutely. Yeah. I mean, and also, like, again, if the vibe is there, if it's not, yeah, if it's, if it's good, it's good. If it's not, it's very clear. No, thank you. Thank you. Someone different, please. Okay, so before we get into like, sexy, sexy details, I would love to talk about your health and safety practices. So you are a performer, you are a professional. What do you need health and safety wise, to feel safe and then, like in your personal life, what do you need to feel safe like? What's that landscape like for you? Tell us about testing practices. Tell us about all things safety related for you,

Nikki Sweet 19:00

definitely testing first, testing, testing, testing, testing. It's something that was important to me for I got in the industry. But I would say, actually, like, the advice that I got from my doctors initially wasn't actually as good as, like, the protocols I've now learned to follow.

Luna Robbie 19:14

Wait, really, where are you say more? Okay,

Nikki Sweet 19:16

I'm, like, it sounds like embarrassing, you know? But like, when I would go in and I would let my doctor know. And I'm from Utah, I was Mormon, you know, yeah. And I would let them know that I was actually active, and they would tell me I needed, like, a chlamydia and gonorrhea panel, which, okay, yes,

Luna Robbie 19:32

like, that's a good start. But, oh, start and so and

Nikki Sweet 19:36

again, like, this is, like, I'm gonna say, like, multiple times of me going to the doctor. And again, like, coming from very much like, not a sexually educated background, I just know I should listen to doctors, right? And I did that, you know, of course, over time, do more my own research. And you know, I'm happy, you know, of course, maybe had some luck there. And of course, I've been very, very, very safe for many years now. But yeah, like, that's crazy to me. I don't know. I. Can't even understand that, because I think anyone who is having sex, and I mean especially unprotected, anyone who's having sex, should be getting full panels routinely, like, I mean, definitely in between partners through monogamy, I don't know as often as possible, right, just to be sure. And it's also been, there's been more attention drawn to swaps in the industry, and so that's like, for like, like, throw and rectal swabs. That's mandatory now where it wasn't when I started in the industry. So I love seeing those towards safety, because now I've actually had the chance to, like, talk to with a lot of other people, because they don't understand sometimes why you would use a condom for oral sex. And it's like, actually, yeah, you want to do this because, like, we think that a blood test will always be sufficient, but it's not, yeah. So this is like, the least sexy spiel that I go off on too often. But you know, it's just so, so important. Like, of course, we want to have fun in the moment. Everyone wants to have the maximum pleasure, but it's never, ever going to be worth compromising anyone's safety

Luna Robbie 21:00

totally well. I also have learned from talking to people over all of these years that, like, people have the sexiest experiences when they feel safe. And so for me, you know, knowing that, like, our sexual health and safety is like, that's step one, right? Knowing that that's all good.

Nikki Sweet 21:17

Yeah, exactly like that. I'm free to enjoy myself because, um, where, like, in the mainstream porn industry, they typically don't use condoms. That can be, you know, it's kind of because they, you know, when people are using maximum safety, it's kind of a perk to, like, get to have, you know, all

that sex with those people. Like, I actually, you

know, I really enjoy it, getting to do that and getting to portray something that at least looks more real on camera. Yeah, you know. But that being said, I'm definitely not against like, the use of condoms and porn to normalize that. I think it should absolutely like, no one should feel like, if that like, if that's something that makes them more comfortable, they should be able to do that. But I do like, yeah, when, when things are, when people are exercising safety, you can have a lot of them, but thank you first. Yeah, let's see other things. Oh, because you were talking about before, about the human words, like what you eat, and everything that I think like, basically since I first, since I first started adult modeling, a whole like turnaround on how I thought about what I put into my body and how I take care of myself we can handle. Because I, you know, just realized really quickly that if I wasn't taking care of myself, eating healthy, sleeping, well, you know, all kinds of things. It like I could see on camera, right? Like you're seeing where you're not, you're glowing, radiant self. And that was interesting to see portrayed back at me. And even more than wanting to look good, you know? I want to feel good. And I found that the more I've made a lot of dietary changes and things like taking probiotics, things like that, you I feel better, right? And so that's great to feel better from the inside totally.

Luna Robbie 22:53

Do you also notice a difference in your energy levels, like your actual ability to fuck?

Nikki Sweet 22:59

Oh yeah, when I first I think back to my first scene sometimes how, like, tired I would get after like, two minutes on top. And I'm a little embarrassed

I do camming now I'm like, so I've had lots and lots and lots of practice taking my time on top, and I enjoy getting a workout while I work. I used to be a waitress, and I used to say I like that too, that I was always running around the restaurant.

Luna Robbie 23:24

Oh no, I was a cocktail server. And, like, as soon as I turned 21 I was like, I'm gonna save my work at a bar. And looking back, I'm like, that was my gateway drug. I love dressing slutty to get tips. And I love, you know, even before I was a bartender, so like, behind the bar, I definitely dressed even sluttier, because people can't, like, touch you or grab you. But like, when I was out in the crowd, I was like, I realized that I loved like, squishing through people and like grabbing hips and like touching people to move them, because it would be really crowded. And I finally was like, oh my god, I'm a creepy pervert. Like, I am the weird one, like, you know? And then I did a whole experiment where I tried to, like, creep people out and beep, creep people out and be pervy, and it didn't work. Like people were just like, you're so friendly. Would you like to get a drink? You don't

Nikki Sweet 24:10

know. Doesn't even work, yeah,

Luna Robbie 24:12

but it's totally but it's totally good exercise, like, totally good exercise, like, running around all night. So before we get into all details, could you just give us an overview of, like, all of the types of sex related work that you do. Yes,

Nikki Sweet 24:27

honestly, it's my whole life, like, and I'm trying to work a balance lately, so everything has its time. I love it.

Luna Robbie 24:33

No, I'm like, all sex things all the time. I want to think about sex. I want to learn about sex. I want to do sex and I have sex. Yeah, okay, but there's no judgment here. So this is a open minded if it's illegal and consensual, I'm going to celebrate your youngs perfect.

Nikki Sweet 24:45

So I still, I tend to always say porn star first. But that is actually getting a little funny, because now I think I'm coming up on, like two and a half years since I last shot professional porn. I do fully intend to get back to. That. And I think that's why I think that, because I don't consider my career over I just wanted to, like, lay some better foundations for myself and my brand before giving all that energy to mainstream so and then when I and also when I decided to take that break. I had just decided to start working at Sherry's ranch, and the time, it just kind of felt right, like I was ready to focus on something else. I was all tired of trying all the time. I'm a Nevada resident, and so it's nice to be closer and not drive over to Los Angeles constantly and all that. Yeah, so that I went to Sherry's Ranch, where I've been, yeah, had a great, it's been a really great to get more in touch with just the feelings, the sensations that you talk about like and not just the performance for the camera. So more about what's real. But this entire time, you know basically what I've been doing since right before I started porn, and ever since, I spent a lot of my time working online. So I use sex Panther only, fans, many vids, and most recently, chatter bait. So I make content. I do sexting sessions. I make custom videos, custom everything you can think of in between. I just, I mean, I'm very flexible, and I'm very, like, open to having like, you know, doing like, different things day to day. And so that's been a good fit for me there. I think, I think that's

Luna Robbie 26:21

the gist of him. But you said camming, which platforms do cam on? Is that only fans in chatter rate? Are there different ones? Yes,

Nikki Sweet 26:28

so do chatter bait. And so I'm doing couples Cammy, so with my partner who I have permission to talk about on this podcast, but

that is Randy

rod, is a stage name, and it's something about doing for a while and didn't have, like, you know, I felt like it took a while to get where we both had the space we wanted, the time we wanted all of that to, like, dive into it. That's been fun. Like,

Luna Robbie 26:53

I can't tell us about

Nikki Sweet 26:56

it. Like my partner for money. Yes, yeah, we've been doing so it's only been like, three months. I would say that I've been doing it, you know, really regularly, and I've still been taking some time off to go to Sherry's branch so that it'd be a little less frequent soon. But yeah, I mean, it's basically like we, you know, just come with different ways to tease our way into our fuck show came up with, like, a whole different menu for all the things people can have once we're in there. Should we get rough, talk, dirty, use specific toys, you know, all that, yeah. And, I mean, it's been like, we've

never had so much sex together on all these days. I've always thought we had fun sex, but

it's all and I really like it, because everyone has different ideas for trying new things, you know, come shots at all kinds of different

Luna Robbie 27:43

places. Oh, my God. I love that so much. Because, like, I love bringing my creativity to a connection with a lover. I love experiencing their creativity, but I am big into, like, triangulation, or whatever, more angulation, like just having additional input, like that. Energy Exchange, for me takes it to the next level. That's so cool. You realize,

Nikki Sweet 28:04

because you get stuck in your ways of thinking, sometimes, I think I'm very prone to that. I can be a very independent person, work wise, which is maybe why it took me a while to be open to the idea. But I'm realizing one more I do. I love the collaboration. I love when we each have ideas and we see it flourish. That's how cheesy, but

it's just really great

to, you know, have, like, success together, and that's been really fun, because he's been just endlessly supportive of me, like, through my entire career, hard for a lot of people to imagine as I like, shot all these porn scenes and then everything else. And, I mean, I just, yeah, I can't describe what it like, supportive, amazing human being he is, so it's exciting to get to work together

Luna Robbie 28:43

now. Oh my gosh, that's so yummy. I would love for you to tell us now how you learned about sex by taking us through your personal sexual timeline, like hitting whatever formative experiences, feeling feel relevant and and then, you know, yeah, how did you get to do the work that you're doing today? What did you learn about sex along the way? Maybe starting with, when do you first remember, like, hearing or understanding the concept of sex?

Nikki Sweet 29:11

Oh, that's almost too funny to think about. To think you know so far back till you know, like some kid on the playground,

something about bodies bashing together. I think for a lot of years that would like the extent I remember trying to find Britta your sex tape at some I don't think I was successful. I think it was just, like, I don't think it was a video

of anything. Okay, okay, so let's see, because I would say that's like,

the first thing is, first I was just interested in nudity, right? I'm like, Okay, so what's that, yeah, um,

and so I'd say that was the focus. And then,

like, kissing, like, I like, on YouTube, they set those videos, like, where you could find, like, all these school girls kissing or something like, Okay, that was totally my thing. Like, I just wanted, like, deep, tongue messy, I would just, like, watch girls kiss like that. I think is kind of like the first. First, it took me a while. And like, I think even though, like, my religion pushed me to be straight, I think I also was, like, scared of, like,

penises at the beginning.

But then, like, I would say, then, as I, like, had relationships with guys over time, that's Yeah became not scary, yeah, I feel like I had very healthy relationships as a teenager, which I feel really lucky about, yeah, um, especially, especially when it comes to sexuality wise. I don't know if everything was, like, always great emotionally or anything like that, but like, respect, being treated well people you know cared about taking time to find out what I liked. That was something I experienced really early on. And so then, as I went off to college, I would say, like, then, like, there was, like, a backside of my experiences, almost like it was like, harder, I don't know if you switched, it was like, harder to find those respectful people, um, you know, and so I think that was like, really, like, why I dated around a lot, because I kind of knew what it was like to have good sexual experiences, and I was really like seeking more of that, seeking more of that, seeking more of that,

till I finally found my partner. And

yeah, and Randy also comes from a Mormon background, and that's fine to share, but so that was something that we bonded over, that we both had had a similar kind of experience in discovering our sexuality, being okay with talking about things like masturbating, or, you know, anything like that you do on your own or like people, and then so it's funny, because I, like at one point, never would have considered like doing nude mom

or anything like that. It was definitely, as far as the shame of

meter, I wasn't ready to be naked yet, like, in front of everyone

Luna Robbie 31:46

same, yeah, yeah.

Nikki Sweet 31:49

So it's like, funny to even think what that process was, because first I was like, I was open, like, I didn't want to, like, know it to me, you know. And so I would post, I started on Reddit, um, posting, I just first built up a profile there posting nudes, where I would show like the lips down, or something like that. So

yeah, I just mentioned my whole face and

that obviously, you know, was getting to be more and more fun. Was starting to get more comfortable. And then a company reached out to me. They're called Abby winters, and they wanted me to do a solo shoot in Los Angeles. And it's actually an offer that, like, now I kind of know you never get like, they blew me there. Eventually they down the line, they shot my partner together, and they paid for the testing. Like, things like that aren't very common, but they sent me, like, ahead of time. Like, here is every single post that would be expected of you. Here's every single thing like it was so much information that I was like, Okay, I think this is okay. I think this isn't like, scary, and I think it might it was also a site that I had never heard of, and it felt, you didn't necessarily feel like I would be on the front page of porn up the next day or anything like that. But it was, again, so introductory. So I tried that out. And that was solo work, and I was shocked how much I enjoyed it, like,

okay, because talking

on camera that took us all day to, like, just get interview questions. I used to be very uncomfortable talking to a camera, but once we got to the sexual part where, you know, we film various scenes, we using different toys when we're doing and never it was like edging, you know, basically, like photos and get this shot and this shot and this shot, I'd like never, you

know, I do,

yes. So

I was just surprisingly thrilled to do that. And my partner all along the way, always encouraged, like, like, hello, like you like to telling me, you know, like she makes me about my body. I didn't think that. Like people who didn't have like, big boobs could do porn like that.

Luna Robbie 33:50

Oh, wow,

Nikki Sweet 33:53

no, these crazy ideas you have in like, your early 20s, or

Luna Robbie 33:56

we don't know until we know.

Nikki Sweet 33:58

You don't know until you know that people, people

like everything and everything in between, so and so at that point, that was when I started trying to figure how I could do more of that was very interested. And, like, I figured, if I'm going to do this, if I'm going to put my face out there, I'd like to go away, like, create a real brand, something I'm really, like, proud of and excited about. And so I ended up going out to Florida and starting there right before COVID. So some

unfortunate timing.

Luna Robbie 34:31

Oh my gosh, I didn't realize this was part of your timeline. Whoa, okay,

Nikki Sweet 34:36

immediately after so I shot a couple scenes in Florida. Had a great time, and I go back to Utah. I tell my partner, we're moving to Florida because,

you know, I mean, it's snowing back in Utah, like, you know what I was like FaceTiming, you know, from the ocean, like we're moving. But so went back, we came back, and then

I went to do my first round of shoots out in. Los Angeles, because people usually shoot on both posts. And while I was out there, yeah, was the shutdown,

so they canceled,

you know, like they were not shooting any point. They told everyone to go home. I was very disappointed. Just your ice is just getting started. It just moved. And that's like, where I talk about at the beginning, having some of those experiences where I didn't feel like I had so much power, because the pandemic did make some things a lot less certain. And as soon as that lifted, I was, like, getting the onset, like, give me any job, you know, any job you can get me. As soon as they had COVID tests, it really, really, you know, started, and I think a lot of successful talents were still waiting to go back, obviously trying to protect themselves. And a lot of new girls like me, you know, like really trying to make a name for themselves, like I was just, you know, just ready, ready to pick up, like, any offer that came my way. And I really, I really appreciate that time, because that was just a big lot, lots and lots and lots of learning about how to take care of myself. What I enjoyed? It's like almost like crazy to think about so many

crazy couple of years shooting lots and lots of porn, which is why, ultimately I was ready for a break.

But I think it was just great for me to meet people who were so confident in their sexuality, and especially women who were very confident in their sexuality, because that's not very common where I come. Common. Where I come from in Utah. I hope it's getting better. I don't know. And so, and I've definitely experienced this at Sherry's too, but yeah, the first time, like, when I would do girl Girl scenes, and having, like, a girl just so confidently, you know, approach my body and like, you know, like, do things that feel so good, like, that was, I had always wanted to have experiences with women, and that was something I had never been able to organically, like, make happen.

Luna Robbie 36:45

Yeah. So

Nikki Sweet 36:45

that was a really,

really big plus for me, just every, you know, like, really getting to fully explore that, and that's continuously I have an open relationship, and so it's been great that I don't feel limited or like I can't, I don't, know, pursue things that interest me or people that interest me. I

Luna Robbie 37:03

totally, totally relate to that. Also for me, it's like, when I have a partner who is fully supportive, I mean, I am also non monogamous, and so it's like, I need someone who, not only, like, I don't want a tolerator, I want someone who's like, yeah, babe, go get it. You do what you need to do. I'll be right here, you know, like, that's where I'm, like, yes,

Nikki Sweet 37:23

enthusiastic consent. I like that, you know, because, like, you don't just have to, if you must, if well, and so, and because my partner's been so enthusiastic for me, um, Randy fully plans to shoot porn himself, and I'm excited to have, you know, a lot of opportunities to show him that same enthusiasm, to allow him, do you know, have his fun, make his money like because I think you know, it's a great industry. It's a really cool thing to be able to do.

Luna Robbie 37:48

So exciting. Okay, I love this overview. Can we go back to formative experiences? You talked about abstinence education that you got originally. It sounds like waiting until marriage. Did you ever get a sex talk beyond that? Or was it just, like, no wait. Like, were there any resources for like, and once you do get married, here's how to do sex. Or, like, here's what you need to know. Like, was there any of that?

Nikki Sweet 38:13

No, like, basically, it's gonna sound so bad. I'm, like, I was a kid. Like, I'm like, yahoo answers, you know, trying to, like, get some of these questions, of, like, of course, like, some of the worst places in the world to find information, but that's where there's, you know, people who can answer your questions and so, and I would say, like, in school, you know, it wasn't, I think this is pretty common in the US. It wasn't like too much past, like, the bodily functions of things, like, like, you right? You get, like, diagrams of the body parts. That's so, so different from

teaching you, right? Oh, yeah. And

so with a, I'll just say, there was a relative of mine who, basically they, it was, like their wedding night, and they're still, like, I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow. And I come out with Breaking Dawn, like

the last Twilight

book, like, well, this is everything I know. This is what I know, and how it blacks out before they

Luna Robbie 39:10

Oh, really, okay, wow, oh, wow, oh. And then

Nikki Sweet 39:14

I started to learn when

I started, like, being braver, to watch more porn, and when I, of course, experiment with actual partners. But even I believe every embarrassing story today, but when I did finally lose my virginity, you know, my partner was in the same boat as me, right? They had never had sex either. And it like, I think it took us, like it was our third try, like on a third separate day, before we figured out how to

Luna Robbie 39:39

do how to do it? Wow. How old were you 16? Okay, yep. And

Nikki Sweet 39:43

so that's why, when people, sometimes, people I know, like, feel self conscious when they come to the ranch, like not knowing about things, and especially if it's your first time, or something like that, everyone's been there, yeah,

Luna Robbie 39:55

we don't know until we know it's like, such a thing. I. Yeah, okay, so you did have sex in your teen years. It's so funny because you, you know, I heard you talk about the kind of contrast between, like, the good experiences you had formatively and then college, you know, whereas I, I was a different sort of ignorant in my own little farm girl way, like I just didn't even know, like, I knew people were having sex in high school, but I was like, Oh, they're they're naughty. Even though I wasn't that religious, I was just like, I'm not supposed to yet. Or like, I didn't, it sort of didn't click in that I could but I wish I had, had, I mean, because I was so horny, I just remember, like, looking back, I'm like, oh my god, I just like the sex ed that I got did not come with any references to social signals or any of the social aspects of sex. So that's why, like, the for the rest of my life, I'm like filling in the emotional context for all of the sexual, physical, intimate acts. And that is my kind of like obsession. But I it's like I was, I was in the space of just getting rejected a lot in college. You know, in early college, hard to imagine four times, four times.

Nikki Sweet 41:04

Because I would say, like, just basically, I kind of had to just intuitively learn about sex and so that basically is, you're only relying on social signals, which is important. But I would say also, so is education and boundaries

Luna Robbie 41:18

totally, totally, you know. And I did have a Swedish exchange student who had had sex when she was 15, and I was, you know, 16 by the time she was staying with us. So she had, like, experience. And I was like, what about this? What about that? What about that? And I just remember, like, you know, kind of peppering anyone I knew who was having sex with, so many questions, did you have any peers or friends that you could talk about sex with or was it just with partners? And did you have, like, social backlash, feelings like, what was that part of your landscape like? So

Nikki Sweet 41:47

even, like, as you were just saying, Before you finished the question, I was already thinking about how I couldn't talk to anyone, not one of my friends, about how I had lost my and, like, even before that, because I had a couple boyfriends where we had done sexual things. And then I my final boyfriend in high school where we had, like, penetrative sex, I don't want to take away because, also I don't want to, like, define virginity any particular way. Totally

Luna Robbie 42:10

good point. And also, like, I was giving blow jobs long before I realized it was oral sex. And I was like,

Nikki Sweet 42:18

really, I think I was fooling myself at the beginning, religiously. This isn't, this doesn't count. We're just, I don't know. We're

just doing okay. I knew you knew we were like the don't know,

Luna Robbie 42:28

yeah. So how did that feel? You couldn't tell anyone that you'd had sex. Oh,

Nikki Sweet 42:34

no one. And I remember at the very like, it was like, towards the end of my senior year, this girl that I, that I'd known she like, finally admits to me some story where she like, yet been sexual with someone I'm like, okay, tell someone like, open up right now. Like, because I, you know, I just felt like so much time with, like, my best friends, and it's crazy to think about now because, but, and so the point is, it's not like, it's because you really do know in Mormon culture how it's going to go. They they can't accept it. They're supposed to start trying to help you. They might even go talk to your parents or like your business leaders. Like, it goes further than just, like, will my friends accept me for this more? Like, well, they're like, the actual repercussions. And eventually that actually got to me, and I, like, went to, like, my bishop and told on myself. So because I just, I just, I don't know, and I also because, right when, at the same time, I broke up with my boyfriend, because I'm like, we're never going to stop having sex, and he won't serve his Mormon mission keep him from God's duty. So this is, like, the initial, oh, I

Luna Robbie 43:45

used to think about, wait, what happened when you told your bishop too? Like, what? What did they say?

Nikki Sweet 43:52

So actually, as far as, like, I've heard, other people have had, you know, worse experiences than me. While I wouldn't say that I'm comfortable with the idea that I talked to like a grown man about my sex life as a teenager. Good

Luna Robbie 44:03

point. Okay, yeah, he was like

Nikki Sweet 44:05

a respectful

clergy member as he could have been, I guess he, I think, asked how many times, like, how many times did this happen? And I think back through my 11 month relationship, I think, like nine months at that, I don't know how many times, anytime we could sneak away. And so let's see, because basically, you have to stop taking the sacrament. You're the communion, right? So you can't take that every Sunday. You can't like, give prayers or talks in church. You can't like go up to the pulpit, because their members get to do that. And let's see, he told me. I remember. He told me, it was like, my choice whether or not I told my future husband when I asked, um, but I should tell my parents. And so I went home and told my parents, and I wished I had it. I mean, like, it wasn't like anything, like bad habit. Just left a disappointment, right? Yeah. Hmm, wow. And then eventually, when I went to college, the further I got from the influence of all of it, I think I just kept shaking it off and realizing, like, it's okay to be yourself, like you can keep trying to push yourself down and you're gonna keep coming back out. Damn.

Luna Robbie 45:15

It sounds when I hear you talk like there is also like, there's this part of you that was kind of like religiously changed. What to call that? Like, there was, like the religious discomfort part, but it also sounds like there was this other part of you that was really clear about your pleasure, or, like the connection, like, am I getting that right? Like, what was the actual, like, physical experience and like, connection, like, with your partners.

Nikki Sweet 45:42

I was like, recently talking about how when you're within a cult, which is what I consider this, um, you tend to have your there's a cult persona, but you still have your real identity. There's the mold that they've tried to push you into. And then there's the things about yourself that you just know are true. And so, like, I said, like, initially, I'm like, I was very interested in looking for sexy pictures and videos of girls, like, and I would try to, like, avoid doing that for a long time. I didn't even have, like, a concept of lesbian for a long time. Like, what I

know there was, this was not discussed.

And so that, you know, obviously led to just, I had, you know, some solo exploration. But I would say it was the first, my first boyfriend, where, because I don't know if I ever had an orgasm until then, and that I remember afterwards, sometimes I was like, mad. I'm like, like, he thought, like, he showed me what orgasms feel like. And now I like, want more of this, you know, trying to, like, make it work with my, like, religious brain. And so, because I was like, now I'm just gonna keep wanting more.

That was pretty much true. And then,

and yeah, and it was basically just, no matter how much I, like, knew I wasn't supposed to do that, it's just like you said, I still knew what I wanted and really, really enjoyed it. And that was just, it was something that was for me. And maybe that's something that when you do grow up in an environment like that, because I think sometimes people are prone like, as soon as, I think people from like Mormon society go overboard with things, sometimes maybe I went a little overboard even I always wanted to be making out or doing it, you know, exploring. Because, like, when you do finally find something that's yours, you want to go all into that. And I think I've, like, put in some healthy balances. I see things, it's not so taboo anymore, but that doesn't make it less fun, yeah, but initially, the taboo Ness, I think, did make it very enjoyable.

Luna Robbie 47:26

I mean, there really is a human thing where when someone says, Don't do that, there's a part of me that's like,

there's a rule, so I should do it right? Like,

yeah. I'm like, what? Yeah, what happens if I push the big red button? You know, it's like, totally, totally hear that as you reflect on your earlier sexual experiences, like, knowing what you know now about sex, like, Are there any funny reflections or just like, technique, like, like, I don't know. How have you, how has your understanding of pleasure changed over the years? That's kind of an esoteric question. But I'm just like having this flash of like, now you and then you and just the like, the actual sex that's happening. And I'm curious about, what if anything feels different to current you,

Nikki Sweet 48:09

because the first answer that comes to my mind

is almost unserious. I'm like, I do not really enjoy having sex or anything sexual in cars anymore.

Really, back then, it's like half the time the only place you could

go is a car. And I'm like, Oh, I sure. Like, my jaw getting so, like, sore from the angle of, like,

going over the passengers, like the thing in the middle to the passengers. Oh, just sore, sore, sore, sore, but in general, just things like that. Though,

I think when I was younger, if something like was bothering me. You're not totally pleasurable. I just sort of let it slide, because you don't want to be uncool, maybe right, like you want to. You're trying to be adult when you're not quite adult yet. And now I'm, you know, especially, you know, with partners and what it's not for the camera and things like that. I am there even when it is for the camera, definitely within reason. But, um, you know, if I want to switch things up, if this location or this position or this isn't doing it for me, or this about you is not working right now, I'm going to say, because I don't, you know like for sure, waste my time, yeah. Like,

it's just like, like, when you're when you're having

sexual experiences, you should be, everyone should be getting everything out of it. It should always be basically like an even exchange, yeah,

Luna Robbie 49:21

yeah, yeah. And now I have the tools the communication to prioritize my pleasure and make sure my partner is on the same page and all of that. I totally feel that, is there anything to say about your learning experiences through the like, not so good college years? Like, was there, were there good experiences in there, or were there things where you like, fuck that, you know, like, what and where? When did you leave the church? Like, where in your evolution? Did that happen?

Nikki Sweet 49:47

Okay? So I left the church, I would say, basically, like, Okay, for the first time, 18, and then I had a bad first year at college. Basically, like, emotionally when i. Came back, and that only lasted a few months, like so when I was 19, I came back for a few months, started trying to go through that repentance process again with the bishop, and then I ran away again, and eventually I've had my records fully removed. I'm not associated, and that makes me very happy. But as far as, yeah, my experiences, I do think this is good to talk about because, um, so I was saying, Oh, I forgot to mention, because Tyson earlier, I forgot to mention about, like, safety practices, aftercare. Because I do, like, I like some power play. I like to get kinky. I like to be objectified. But like, when we're done playing, I very much like to feel human. Like I want Cuddles, or I actually might just want to be left alone for a few minutes before you go get

me tea, yeah, something

like those, like that feeling where you you do know at the end of the day that you're valued. And so when I got into college, I think I was fully okay with like, I don't know, like, hook up cultures. Like, I was pretty like, okay with that. I was, I was exciting to me lots of people, I knew I didn't want to settle down and get married or anything like that, very quickly. Honestly, I like, settled down in a way faster than I thought, well,

Luna Robbie 51:12

but I think there's a difference. I do think there's a difference between like, getting surprised and staying with a partner who you care about, versus, like, I am trying to settle down and have partnership for the rest of my life. Like, there are different modes, you know,

Nikki Sweet 51:27

exactly. And so I was very

much to the mode again, like coming out of Mormonism, just thinking, I'm going to learn about the real world. What are normal people, like, who don't come from my culture, things like that. But I'll say, like I was, I think I was pretty disappointed, like, a lot of the time in like, how, like, how much they treated me like another human when I'd meet people and, like, the first interaction, we find enough, right? Find enough for a hookup, right? Everything's fine enough for a hookup. But I just felt like there was a lot of disrespect, you know, a lot of, like, selfish lovers out there, people who want to just, like, like, act as, like, all right, like, I'm going to gym, and, like, literally take right out the door. I think even in a hook up,

you should take a little bit of

time to just like, be like, after you were just intimate with someone, unless you're like, on the same page that neither of you wants. I think

Luna Robbie 52:11

casual sex culture is so like, toxic and potentially abusive, and it just creates these really weird dehumanization patterns. So sometimes, when people are like, you like sex work, what do you mean? You like it? You chose it. You're not, you're not, you're not desperate. And like, is the best thing in the world. And they're like, why? And then I'm like, well, casual dating is trash. Like, casual dating is like, where I got abused, casual dating where I got assaulted. Like, no, you know, dehumanizing, like and, and the way that I do sex work now it's completely different. Like, I'm worshiped, I'm valued, I'm appreciated, and it's very clear when someone wants to be there, you know. So it's like, I feel that. I feel that so hard,

Nikki Sweet 52:55

like it's on your terms. Now, you know, at any point, you're like, Oh, this is not an interact, you know, like at Sherry's ranch. I feel so, so so confident. Yeah, I'll never share anything very specific, but there was just only, only one time, you know, where someone had put it was a safety thing, right? There was like, there was a safety thing, and immediately that issue was taken care of. I did not need to be with this person again, right? They will be at the facility, yeah? Things like that. And so the more that you have that feeling of safety, you can actually have fun and connect with a lot of people. But it's great to have that first. It's really hard to have that first alone and as like a single woman, I think too many women like would like should not which they should not, right by bad experiences like yours and like mine too, where you're just going out trying to have fun, and yeah, people, I mean, you're met with, yeah, violence and yeah, where it's like, I'm literally just, like, open and ready to have sex with you, right? And they still can't, like, treat you well, yeah,

Luna Robbie 53:51

totally. I'm like, yeah, no, most of my

Nikki Sweet 53:54

experiences. And I'm, of course, like, I'm sure this was not, like, 100% but, but that very much felt like the trend. I felt the same way, and it's too bad, because

I but I think that there's a world

in which casual sex could be, you know, pretty much, like, Fine, like, because, like you said, it's like, it's okay to be in that mode where you just want to explore and learn what you like. There's people I've enjoyed hooking up with that. I, you know, I don't think we would have any kind of life together, but you know, like everyone enjoyed what it was, and so yeah, I want more of that. Just like, yeah. Would love it if, especially, you know, more men. Because I haven't, you know, had experiences really so far with women being predator. So

if men could step it up.

Luna Robbie 54:34

I also love that, like younger you, even with all of the interesting messages that you were getting through the church, I love, that younger you still had this idea of what you deserve, you know, and the type of treatment that like, isn't it? You know, I in college did not have the same sort of base like I knew I deserved good things, but I didn't know how to like mechanically make sure that I was getting good things. I didn't. I didn't understand anything about. Like choosing partners or like signs to look for, because that just wasn't what my brain had studied socially. Yeah, right, those

Nikki Sweet 55:08

have like templates of, like past relationships or, you know, or like, when I've talked to I had a friend who didn't have like, who talked to me once about they really, like, didn't have any kind of father figure, and they felt like they were out kind of trying to look at what does a good man, look like and they kind of felt like they didn't know they hadn't seen it modeled and so, and I think that can be in various ways that you can see that, but totally,

Luna Robbie 55:27

like, I have a great dad. He is loving, He's kind, he's generous, he's funny, he's silly, you know. And when I definitely remember being like, very, very young with a childhood best friend, and we were like, are we gonna find guys as good as our dads, you know? And that was long before I knew that I was bisexual, yeah, you know. And then out in the world, I'm like, Oh, I guess, I guess people just, well, I don't know. They're not like that, you know, like, I was like, looking, I was open, but I like, wasn't finding, or I wasn't doing behaviors to elicit that type of of interaction you mentioned women, and it sounds like you've had good experiences with women. When did you identify? Like, it sounds like you knew you were attracted to them, or at least some part of you. But like, when did you start to identify as bisexual and and tell us about your queer parts?

Nikki Sweet 56:18

Yeah, so again, it's like, it sounds funny, because forever, that's like, the first thing that I would search for is, like, I was interested in sexy ladies, and yet, yeah, no, no. But eventually I heard, I, like, heard down the line that there's straight women who love watching lesbian porn. I'm like, oh, okay, so I'm just fine. I have my own thoughts on that now. Um, so, but let's see I feel like when I So, when I was 20, I went on this the first time I can remember, like, knowing it, because maybe it was a little bit before, when I was 20, I went on a trip to Europe, and so I was at the tour group, and I am and I have my Kinder on, right?

You know, hoping to meet some, like, sexy Europeans on out there.

Wilder back then, I remember, like I had opened it up to girls, because I was, like, I was finally, I think, admitting to myself like, I think I would like this to not just be on the computer. I think I would actually like to physically or the girl. I think I was starting to identify crushes I had had previously in my life. And I remember, so there was a girl in my group who was lesbian, and she like, showed everyone in the group that I was, like, available to girls, but they were all like, she's like, pretending to be, like, I don't it was, like, the weirdest thing, like they were trying to say, like, I was like, a fake bisexual I, like, I was just, just for the trip, just while she's here. It's like, disrespectful to real blessing. Just like, Oh man, I didn't think everyone would know. And I'm just like, I'm still too even, like, I can't even talk about it yet. So that was a big I'm like, Oh no. I'm like, maybe I can't be

like, that was a bit of like,

a confidence hit, for sure. And I met my partner pretty soon after this, right? And then it wasn't like, until I was in the when I started the adult industry, that I started to have opportunities on and off camera,

um,

with now that I met, like, a lot more sexually open women, but I think, yeah, like, if that hadn't happened, you know, it did things that happened a little differently, you know, I could see myself having realized sooner, having tried more seriously. I did try a little bit too when I went, when I got back to Utah, to to meet some girls. And it was like that thing where every single time you start talking to a girl, she actually has a boyfriend. I really wanted, like, I'm like, no, no, I know about guys. Like, I yeah, I'm really trying to figure out about this, like outside of it, without any other guy's interests or what he wants, or that he convinced his girlfriend have a threesome or something like that. So that's really everything that just stopped me, but I very much have been interested, bro,

Luna Robbie 58:54

when did you start exploring non monogamy? Because it sounds like you weren't raised non monogamous.

Nikki Sweet 59:01

No, I mean Mormons have their reputation, but, yeah, my family were very, very,

very monogamous. But there is a reputation also,

though, that everyone leaves the Mormon church and becomes swingers.

They all open their relationship, so we're like stereotypes, but because, basically, that

was right before I started to shoot porn, I remember we're like, do we want to, like, try to, like, meet another couple? We want, like, we'd already like, because we kind of had the discussion. Like, if you, if you like, interacted with someone and you wanted to, like, try something out, like, I wouldn't like, I wouldn't hold that against you. Like, I would want that for you. For you. We started like that, and so then, and it didn't end up like, I remember there was, like a couple, we were maybe gonna do a double David, and that didn't end up working out. But then it was, I think that was, like, an important line across, because then that opened the world of sex work, which I had never even considered before, but because we already. Knew that we were comfortable with the idea of having, let's see extra, extra, extra merit, or whatever. Yeah, sounds

so funny,

but yeah, we were both okay with it. And so that, you know, made it pretty seamless getting into it, a little bit of growing pains, of getting used to sometimes, you know, like, if, if he's, but mostly on his end, right? So say, like, I'm at a shoot, and at the beginning, him kind of sitting with, like, oh, like, what's she doing all day? How's it going? And to, like, very much, his credit, was always worried about my safety, just like, was so worried someone treat me well that just, you know, just worried, if he hadn't heard from me, is everything okay? Should, you know, like, and I really appreciate that, or it's been, like, honestly amazing to have in this industry.

Luna Robbie 1:00:46

I love that. And when did you start exploring power exchange? Like, you mentioned a little bit about aftercare and kind of what you like, but like, how did you learn about it? And then how did you start exploring it your own self?

Nikki Sweet 1:01:00

I think I think almost as far back as I can remember, I was into like, telling guys to, like, choke me or slap me or and it's just funny, because I I'm not like, a super, like, physically adventurous person all the time, but I think I just, like the way it like, takes me out of myself, you know, and So, yeah, things like that. And then with my, let's see both, with my current parts of both, I'd say, on and off camera in more recent years, I need to explain, explore that further. I remember I did one shoe like, I don't necessarily know that I would recommend, like, I had a good experience, but I hear things about the site Hobie Bucha and but I remember, for me, that was like, kind of like, I was like, Can I go do a shoot that's like, really, really, really bra, you know, I was like, nerd. I was like, nervous, but I also, I think, wanted to, like, prove to myself, and I had so, like, I just really, really liked it. I really liked being in that headspace, like, I am very independent and need to control things a lot of the time so that it does feel good to have someone take over. Sometimes I try it the other way too, but I think I tend to lean more naturally into being a submissive and with my partner, I feel like, ultimately, safe is the thing. And so, like, that's like, more recently, I think, is where I've started, like, play like, I feel like, where I finally got to, like, subspace. Like, I used to think just something people said, and now, like, you know, I do like to kind of really, really just go to where you're, like, pure feeling, you're just in your emotions, you're in your body and all these things, and then having someone that takes very, very good care of you afterwards is good. And

Luna Robbie 1:02:34

I love that you brought up safety again, because it's like, yeah, I mean, my first kinky relationship totally fell apart because my partner stopped creating a safe space for me, and so then I couldn't drop in. And so then I was like, well, you broke your toy, like it's done, you know, and so, you know, having, having all of that, those experiences, I mean, they're so intense. What was the site that you said that you you had a good experience on Abby winters

Nikki Sweet 1:02:57

solo in California, and then, actually, this is, like, the coolest thing that I ever got to do, because then eventually they flew my partner and I to Europe, and I got so they shot us together, because they like to shoot real couples and get very, very, very natural scenes. And then I got to shoot, like, all these lesbian scenes, like

in Amsterdam, Berlin, Barcelona. It was a dream.

Luna Robbie 1:03:20

I love that. Okay. And so there was like, so you got to do a ton of stuff with them, and including kink stuff,

Nikki Sweet 1:03:29

yes, and they, that's the only site, because, like, I wasn't a porn star, yet, they like assigned me a name, so I'm Paisley.

Luna Robbie 1:03:41

I would not have thought to name you a paisley. But okay, all right, okay, okay,

Nikki Sweet 1:03:48

because I just, I just didn't even want to pick, I think I was like a name, I don't know, like that. I think they said that they would just assign you one. But, yeah, that was, that was cool to do, for sure. But you

kind of see me grow probably more than anything, if you watched like my very first scenes there, yeah, compared even to when I came back and shot the lesbian scenes after I'd had some more experience before.

Luna Robbie 1:04:09

Totally I think about that sometime with this podcast. I'm in my seventh year of recording, and you know, when it came time to kind of connect some of my dots, I'm like, Uh oh, early me. I don't know about this. And now I'm just like, well, you can watch me publicly grow. But like, how is that for you? You know, because it's like, everything out there. Like, is it just like, how do you feel about that? Yeah, what is that like?

Nikki Sweet 1:04:30

There's times where I let myself stress over it, like, especially towards the beginning, when there's like, a really, really unflattering picture of you, and you're like, everyone

can see this picture folded up in this crazy way.

Luna Robbie 1:04:45

Also, there's definitely people getting off to your weird picture.

Nikki Sweet 1:04:49

You know it, though. And like, every time I like, show someone like, look at this horrible picture, they're like,

What like? What is it that that's a good you know, we all have, we're all our own worst critic. And I've even noticed. That, that if I, if I look at a photo set immediately, when it comes out, I'm going to be like, so self conscious, and if I look at it two years later, I'm like, I remember looking that good in that picture.

Luna Robbie 1:05:13

Yep, actually, it's so funny that you said it because it was a makeup artist when I was I remember shooting. I was doing just a regular, like headshot actor portrait session. And the my makeup artist friend was talking about her burlesque work and just everything that she does. And was like, 80 year old me is gonna think 32 year old me looks awesome. And I think I was like, 29 or 30 at the time. And I was like, I will share all of my nudes, okay, you know, because I'd been taking them kind of in secret for myself. And then I was like, and then I was like, yeah, why? Why am I keeping these dress for me? You know? And it started out as exploration, but it's like, yeah, I love that. I love that, that you're, you're, it's two years is not even that far. I mean, that's, that's so great. Okay, so is there, is there anything you look back on that you're like, that current you would like, love to do again or redo, like, when you think about early content, because it's like, such a special time where it's like, everything is new and fresh, right? Like, does it feel different now, or just or is it the same? I don't know. I'm projecting here.

Nikki Sweet 1:06:09

Well, I would almost love to go back and redo all of it. Like, to go grab, like, every single, like, the very like scene that I got talent. And just because I like,

I know I would do that, but I'm sure that's, like, I'm sure that's how every actor feels, how

everything and you know, as you're just learning about performance, because I feel like I had, like, a pretty healthy knowledge of sex by the time that I finally started shooting porn, what

Luna Robbie 1:06:33

makes it better you were talking about? I would do it better. But like, what is your definition of better in this instance, as you're learning about performance, like knowing what you know now. So

Nikki Sweet 1:06:42

there's things like, you learn your angles, right? You start to realize, like, if the camera is here, you know exactly how you're supposed to be. You know you're like, we all have our things that you're maybe trying not to show, or to show, like more, but in general, like, and I think, like being high energy, it's just that I think I would be more extra because you I think when I first got into like, oh, people are watching sex, and that's pretty simple, oh, we're doing this position, we're doing this, we're doing this, and you start to realize over time that what really sets like better performers apart is like, what they do kind of within like a narrow box, like, there's only, like, we're doing the same positions, we're doing the same activity. How do you do it differently. How do you make it look more interesting? And for the I remember, I used to just not know what to say during

my scenes, like, Oh no, I've been quiet for too long. Like, say something, say anything. I

think dirty talk comes a bit more naturally now than it used to. So yeah,

Luna Robbie 1:07:35

I mean also in a context where it's like starting from scratch, like, I definitely have had partners, lovers, clients that are just like, dirty talk to me. And that's like, one of the first things they say. And I'm like, like, I can dirty talk a lot, really well. And because I'm writing on the fly for you, if I don't know anything about you yet, I kind of don't know where to go first. So it's like, I can understand how, like, with a camera rolling while you're in the thick of fucking, the quietness might happen

Nikki Sweet 1:08:05

glam by today, like, Oh, I definitely it's a really strong plot. Would, because that's probably why, if it's something where, like, I did, you know, plenty of scenes for, like, stepdad type things. If I could just say daddy a million times, and I've like, I'm keeping the scene going,

but I think I could do better, be a bit more creative when I go back, although now that I'm turning 30 this year, I might get cast for different roles when I return.

Luna Robbie 1:08:29

I mean, there's all the look and also great, like, let's see the evolution, but also you look amazing. So, I mean, I don't know. I don't know if you're ready to be a stepmom. I mean, maybe a young stepmom. I don't know if you know people all over the all over the place.

Nikki Sweet 1:08:41

I feel confident it's you. I've had times where the woman who was cast as my stepmom was like, younger than me, because I and I was from the time when I started at 24 they're like, oh, like, I mean, you still look young,

like, but you're already being treated like you're in that older category, which is so funny, because there there are. There is something in between teens and like, your like, Mills, yeah, totally. There's quite a lot using the porn terms and like, yeah,

Luna Robbie 1:09:11

yeah, dude, that's so interesting. Going back to what you were saying about, like, knowing angles and knowing what to do, I just can't, like, when I watch scenes of blow jobs. And then when I catch myself blowing someone, I'm like, all too often My face is just like, totally smushed into a crotch. So, like, how do you like, you have to open up to camera. How do you think about that? Do you ever get distracted? Do you forget? Are you into deep throating? Like, tell us a little bit about blow jobs on camera, because I've been thinking about this lately.

Nikki Sweet 1:09:43

I was literally on camera this morning and last night. So for chatter, based on, like, thinking back, like, Yeah, I mean, it's

definitely so a lot of opening up. And so I know sometimes, for like, the guys, it's hard for them with certain angles where it doesn't always feels like, uh, like, say, like a reverse cow. World too. Yeah, that bending back that way looks good for the camera, but doesn't actually feel so great for the body parts.

Luna Robbie 1:10:05

Interesting.

Nikki Sweet 1:10:08

But yeah, as far, I'm trying to think, I'm

like, is that an issue I have? Because I think, like,

I do a lot of, like, lower technique, keeping

my hand at the bottom. I think because

Luna Robbie 1:10:18

I'm also just like when, when I'm deep throating, I often will like, stick my arms, like, all have them laying I mean, and this is such a good example of how, like, sex for a partner is different than sex for camera, but it's like, all too often I'll be like, I need you to lay down now. And I'll like, stick my arms between their legs and, like, pull them so that my face is just like, totally smooshed in. And like, I was doing that the other day, and I was just like, well, you're not practicing for a scene. Like, what are you doing? You know, I guess, because I've been thinking, like, do I want to do? What kind of content do I want to I definitely want to do partner things, but I'm thinking about that. And so I'm just like, how, how I got to watch more deep throating scenes and just like, see that, I guess, I guess, if you just, like, come off of it enough, and then you can be sloppy and silly, I don't know,

Nikki Sweet 1:11:00

right? And I learned one trick. It was a in that rough shoot that I mentioned earlier. I did, you're like, get on your knees, and they stand up, and you want the, basically, the ghost figure forehead to their stomach. So if your forehead is touching their stomach,

Luna Robbie 1:11:17

oh yeah. I mean, that is the angle that I usually need. But I and they have to be the right height. I mean, I'm tall, so it's like, I can't I can be a lot of angles, but it's like, I finally had a partner that was like, that made me feel small, like they are very tall, long. So I was like, on my knees, and I was like, wait, I need more

leverage.

That downward angle. But also, also the curve of the cock makes such a big difference, because if someone is curving upwards, then I actually need to be the other direction, like it needs to be more of a 69 position for me to get it all the way down comfortably, or laying off the bed, you know, hanging my head off the bed, etc. So

Nikki Sweet 1:11:55

weight matters, body size we it was just the other night on cam, someone wanted us to do, like, the full nelson, like, you get your legs, like, you know, all the way behind,

yes, yeah. And

this is why you're in reverse cowgirl, facing the camera, right, and so you're kind of like, bent over anyway, apparently, with our body sizes, like, we tried everything, not possible, but I've done it like

in porn scene. I think because we're like, pretty close to the same behind like this is, for some reason, this is literally impossible.

Luna Robbie 1:12:29

But I like love. I love that because I love having sex with different body shapes, sizes and types, because I discover different things about myself, different things about sex, different ways to come to I mean, to come to I mean, my pussy changes every day, and so I'm always like, what do you need today? I don't know. You know, do you is your what are your parts like? Are they consistent? Do you have like, specific ways you love become, like, favorite position, like, what? What works for you when it comes to pleasure? For a

Nikki Sweet 1:12:58

long time, I felt like it was really consistent. I like vibrators, clitoral stimulation. And that was pretty much like, that's like, that's it, you know, I don't know if what this is connected to, I did get my IUD out, and then, like, I feel like I started having because I had never had a penetrative orgasm before. I always kind of thought those were a lie, like, I didn't, I don't know. And for

some people, they are, I thought it was like, gig it up.

Yeah, yeah, I had really good sex. Like, I think I would, I think I would have felt it by now. But I don't know, something clicked. I don't know I got older, just something happened, um, because I didn't have the IUD my whole life. But, yeah, I took it out, and then suddenly I was having a badge. So that's, that's been, like, a, you know, welcome change. And it's that's been, like, I think, consistent, especially like, when I'm on top. So sometimes I got the ranch. It's good with, like, new partners that I kind of always know something that, like, always works for me. I love that. But actually, I think I definitely still use vibrators the most often. But I like, I'm pretty sick, so then the guy will scare people during sex, because I'm very I get pretty, like, loud and intense. Always read by the

lots of gasping. So, you know, I like it. I get pretty, like, dramatic. I feel like I have to before.

Luna Robbie 1:14:09

I mean, totally. Also, I have newly been experiencing orgasms on top when I'm writing, like, vigorously, like I had a new lover. And I like, I think in the rest of my life, I've come on top two or three times. And in the few times that I have had sex with this new person, it's like three times. I've already come three times on this clock. So it's like doubled my experience. And I'm like, what is happening, you know? Because it just has to do with, like, a lot, you know. Because normally, too, I need to really, really relax in order to come. And so on top, oftentimes I can't necessarily be relaxed, but I also had a thing where they were holding my arms behind me, and it was like, so I kind of got to relax, but also was doing the work, and it was just the whole end game, because sometimes

Nikki Sweet 1:14:51

stuff off camera, I'm getting excited.

Luna Robbie 1:14:55

Do you ever have Okay, here's a question for you. Have you ever been on top? Because part of the reason that I use. To never be able to come on top is, like, it would be such intense sensation, like, up and down my spine that I would like, and this still does sometimes happen that I'll, like, freeze, or, like, fall over, like a goat, you know, like those, you know, like the mountain goats that just, like, fall over. Like, I'll, like, do that if I'm on top, yeah, and like, and then the other day, when I did come on this I like, I was coming, and then I just fell completely backwards, like, I just fell all the way off when I was coming. And I was like, I don't know, like, I just like,

Nikki Sweet 1:15:26

you famous

Luna Robbie 1:15:29

Dave, only we had cameras running.

Nikki Sweet 1:15:33

I get very like, I literally have a video where I like, knock myself in the head with my knee as I'm coming. Like, okay, because I just like, that makes me

Luna Robbie 1:15:40

feel better to hear because I'm so clumsy. Wait. So it was like, as you were coming, you were, wait, what position were you in? I

Nikki Sweet 1:15:47

think I was on my back. So picture like missionary using a Hitachi, and then my knee, just like, totally all defined it because I posted it to Reddit at the time. And then sometimes, like, if someone's like, like, eating me out, right? Yeah, my like, bees will, like, come together,

Luna Robbie 1:16:08

which is kind of hot. I mean, like, the pressure, I don't know it's all, I mean, with content, all of it, but, um, I also, you know, you can only, you can only do what your body can do, yeah? What other sensual like? What other sensual things does your body like? How do you love to be touched? How do you love to be worshiped? How do you love to be pleased? Like, what sounds like there's strength, but it sounds like there's a whole array, like the vanilla deliciousness all the way to the intense. So, like, tell us some things, whole

Nikki Sweet 1:16:33

array. Because honestly, like, on a day dates with my partner, like, what he just knows that I can't get enough of. I just love to be just touched. Just like Google eight, I just want to lay there and just touch me. Like, does not have to be sexual at all. It's like, still that very much, that same kind of feeling for me, though, just like, yeah, like my whole body is erogenous. Um, I think, like when I want to see about the shame a meter earlier. So I think with oral sex, like I still that's like, maybe where I like, I'm not quite, you know, like, all the way where I want to be, because every now and then I'm still self conscious to just lie there and enjoy it while someone for me, I always feel like something too. Um,

why things like 69 can be nice,

but, and I think maybe more than that, it just may be easy to get into my head. You know, you're like, oh, like, is do I like this? Do I like that? I don't know. Like, I just like, focus too hard on what's going on, I guess, to enjoy it sometimes. But like, but then, but also, there's times where I like, I really, really, really enjoy it, when I can relax beyond my head, just let it happen, and it can be so, so so nice. So I

Luna Robbie 1:17:43

totally relate to that so hard, because sometimes the 69 or other stimulation helps me relax into it and then deeply enjoy and because my pussy changes her mind about what feels good every day, sometimes, like you're touching pokey directly. It's a pokey tongue on my plate. Wait, doesn't actually hurt today. Wait, it doesn't hurt. No, wait, okay, that is okay. Well, I come from that, no, I don't. The point is not coming, you know. And then I'm like, in I'm like, and then I'm like, oh, there's talking in my head. I gotta make it stop. Okay, focus on the sensation. I'm focused, I'm focused.

Nikki Sweet 1:18:14

I focus, you know? And then they're like, just like, our thought process, like, while they're down there, viral

video, because I

actually find that I really enjoy, um, at any point, actually, I tell people all the time, this helps me orgasm if they put fingers in my mouth. If I'm right there and I'm right there and I'm so so close to put your fingers in my mouth,

Luna Robbie 1:18:35

that's hot. Oh, are you do? How do you like that? Like, sideways in and do you like them down your throat like whatever? Does

Nikki Sweet 1:18:41

it just depend? But down my throat a little bit? Yeah, it

Luna Robbie 1:18:45

depends on the person. And don't surprise me with that, please. And make sure your fingernails are trimmed like, you know, but yes,

Nikki Sweet 1:18:51

good for sure, and so, but just in

general, I'm just, like, just sucking on them, right? It will just be like you said. It takes you just out of any of those other thought processes and you're just feeling, yeah.

Luna Robbie 1:19:02

What about other parts of your body? Like, feet do? Like, feet worship. Are you ticklish? What are your nipples? Like

Nikki Sweet 1:19:09

nipples? I go like, from day to day, like, I know sometimes I think it's got to be a cycle thing, like us as women. There's like, times during the month I'm like, Oh, don't touch them. And there's times I all have more and more.

Like, pull them harder. Okay, and so sometimes that's almost frustrating because it's not consistent, and it like surprises me day to day when I feel one way or the other,

the I don't tend to incorporate a lot. There's, um, I shot for a foot fetter scene, um, site a couple times where I did, like, foot jobs, and the the guy who did the scene. I mean, I could see why he does the site. I think he's clearly very into it. Because everyone was so easy. Just as soon as I touch him with my feet so hard, like, he'd come so quick, like, and that's gonna turn me on when, like, when the other person was so, so so into it. I think that's on the most or, like, if they really get off on sucking my toes, I like when I see that there, that's a part of my body that they're enjoying. Yes,

Luna Robbie 1:20:00

dude, oh my god. I totally feel that. And also, like, I had an experience with in a I had an experience in a two girl foot worship situation, where he was such an incredible worshiper, because I'd been, I've been foot worship curious for a while. I still haven't achieved my like, you know, date with someone white tablecloth when we play footsie underneath. Like, that's like, my next level, like, kind of fantasy for someone who's into feet. But it was my first time, like, having my feet worshiped. And I was like, I don't know, am I gonna be ticklish? And it was so amazing. And yeah, and our friend who I was with has erotic, like, feet. She has, like, feet and toes where, like, if you play with them and suck on them, it's like erotic in her pussy. So you know, what are your nipples like? Can they make you orgasm or their place? Or did you have any interesting body things like that? Because I know some people do, but like mine, are not like that at all. I

Nikki Sweet 1:20:55

feel like I've gotten so close on those days where yes, yes, harder, harder. I feel like I can tell that I think it's possible. And like, I'm gonna hack, I'm gonna conquer that

Luna Robbie 1:21:05

new horizons. I mean, look, if you can now have internal orgasms, like everything is possible, especially if we believe it is, and are open to it, you know, it makes a difference.

Nikki Sweet 1:21:16

We're always, you know, it's like, and like you said, where your your body changes its mind all the time. Sometimes you've been really, really into something, and after a while it's just like not doing it, and maybe it will again someday, and maybe it won't. But like, we are dynamic, ever changing beings,

Luna Robbie 1:21:29

totally. What about any other like, turn ons or sensations or just like kinky things, like, what? What else in your sexual landscape bubbles up right now that it's like fun for

Nikki Sweet 1:21:42

you. I think I'm learning to enjoy slow sex more because I've been like, a lot of time, like I said, I got myself my breathy

bit, you know, and that's really fun, but I am, you're

like, definitely seeing too, where, like, you know, when you can really just go slow, like, you know, just feel like, every tiny little bit of the sensation and dried out and no rush that that can actually just feel so much better. I love it, like my partner and I definitely been, I think, enjoying more of the slower sex lately, and interesting too, because a lot of our sex is happening on camera lately, that then when we are off camera, it's been very like interesting to kind of see those distinctions, like this is how we are when it's just for us, versus when we're, like, putting on a show, which we also enjoy, but it's cool when it's also just,

Luna Robbie 1:22:26

I totally feel it's a different energy. Like, you know, I do a lot of, like, masturbation, meditation, sensation exploration, so it's like, I am talking to camera because I'm, like, leading a thing, but also then I get distracted by touching and then it's like, okay, it's and it's not that it's not pleasurable for me. It's just in a different category, it's totally pleasurable. You know, I almost come. Sometimes I do come, but like, not if I'm it not if I'm in during September, I edge myself all month long, as much as possible. But like, you know, the rest of the year, I may come, but like, I totally hear that. What? What else have you learned about sex through work or experienced for the first time. You know, through your work that has kind of informed your own personal, sex life,

Nikki Sweet 1:23:07

probably so many family I feel like, probably like everything into right now has been like a whole like collection, right? And we added, like, basically the kinks that other people have had, that I've learned about in this industry, all the scenes I've shot, the the various This is how I like, this is how I don't like what's like a specific, specific one. I definitely didn't use as many toys before I got into the industry, and so that's been cool to like, try new ones. Like, I remember it was one of my, yeah, one of my friends sent me, it's like a warm it's like a warming vibrator, right? That goes

inside. And I found, like, that's very, yeah, yeah. I really, really

enjoyed that, having, like, the warm sensation, and then I'll, like, use another toy on the outside at the same time. But

I love bringing to the ranch. You know, I'm in my room totally.

Luna Robbie 1:24:00

What about like, requests from clients, or even, like, you know, I'd love to hear about, I always associate you with sex Panther. Like, to me, when I think sex Panther, I think Mickey sweet, like, just because you were the first person to, like, have an in depth conversation with me about it when I first got on there. So, like, receiving requests from people or things that you've learned in that capacity. Like, what is there anything that jumps to mind.

Nikki Sweet 1:24:22

So let's see, because it just it's like, you'll have trends in the universe where some days it's like everyone comes around and they want me to be like their good little toy, or all these guys show up and they'd all like to be dominated, like,

Luna Robbie 1:24:35

so interesting that I have that energetic clumping with podcast guests. Sometimes it's like, people come in the and I'm like, I guess I'm supposed to learn about this theme right now

Nikki Sweet 1:24:44

from but, um, okay, and so, like, it's fun. Like, those on the crazy ones, like, you'll sometimes, like, there's like, the giant tests, or like, Gore, or like a little one. Like, sometimes feel it out of my depth,

Luna Robbie 1:24:56

okay, but it's actually

Nikki Sweet 1:24:58

not super common, because what I. Found. And maybe it's my look as well. Typically, people ask for very basic things. They like to hear me say their name. Want to see me orgasm. They want me to orgasm and say their name or use this toy and and I found that, like, the kind of like, you know, maybe reaffirm some of my faith in humanity, that for the most part, you know, I think people like, they like to see something real, yeah? And I make my content that way, yeah? Because definitely, when I go, usually when I do more kinky stuff, it almost it always is in the category of like, free use, like, which I think I do slip into pretty naturally. So some of my fans have, I think, come back for that again.

Luna Robbie 1:25:41

I love that. What about group sex? Have you had it? Do you like it? Are you into, like, tell us about that.

Nikki Sweet 1:25:48

I'd love to have more. Honestly, that's like, was my life. I've ever I had, like, one experience like that was just totally off camera, like, just for me, you know. And this was with two men, and I very much that, you know, like

that definitely made me want to do more things like that. My partner and I will

even, like, yeah, like, like, dirty talk, role play about that sometimes, because he knows it turns me on. And then in some I've done, like, in my porn scenes, I know I got to do, like, one orgy scene that was like, I think were there four girls and three guys.

It was like a cheerleader kind of scene. But that was fun, like, I

feel like that kind of just like mingled bodies, just everyone, like, switching around you on you, you want you, me and her on him, like, and it was just like, such a great it was a really great like cast, I guess you would say everyone a great energy,

Luna Robbie 1:26:41

like, for that scene, do you guys plan ahead of time? Who's gonna do what, when? Or does it organically unfold? Like, how does camera keep up with you? What is the conversation like? Tell us about that.

Nikki Sweet 1:26:53

So this particular director shoots things very quickly, and so mostly he likes to hire people who just like go.

And so I remember, for that scene, he had one camera and hit the like, assistant had another camera, like, and they're on wheels, and they're just following all the action. And we all just, it was, yeah, we just, like, kind of organically in the moment, whoever's closest to

you, right? And then after a while, just, you just keep switching it up.

I don't think, I think we only maybe stopped, like, once during that scene, so I don't think there could have been very much

Luna Robbie 1:27:25

direction. Okay. Oh, amazing. So you just feel into it, I mean, and that's cool, because in a scenario like that, where you're all tested and safe and in a zone, like, it's really cool, whereas, like, I've been at play parties and I'm like, No, I don't want to jump into the puppy pile, because I don't know those people, and I it doesn't look like they're all using barriers, and I don't know their tests. Don't know they're testing fattest. So it's like, you know, when

Nikki Sweet 1:27:45

you get there that you're with everyone? Yeah, yeah, already established that. Like, I will most likely be interacting with all these people.

Yeah, I did do there was, um, this one was so fun. It was an all girl gangbang, as in, like six girls on one girl. So we're supposed to shoot it with Alex Cole. Was like, the one girl, and this was, like, an office like, they shoot us having an office meeting, and then two girls start getting it on under the table, and then we put the one on the conference table, and everyone, like, jumps on

Luna Robbie 1:28:13

her. Oh, my god. That was great. That was an amazing I remember,

Nikki Sweet 1:28:17

like, they call I, like, I got that scene the same day, like they called me at 7am I had to go get a COVID test and go to set because someone couldn't be in the

Luna Robbie 1:28:24

scene. Oh, wow, I'm

Nikki Sweet 1:28:26

just there by all these girls. Like, how did I get here?

Luna Robbie 1:28:31

That's really hot. Oh my gosh.

Nikki Sweet 1:28:35

Everyone brings in their own energy and their own I don't know. Like, even, like on the I did, like, a VR scene. Violet star was the one where she just gave this incredible performance as me, her and Braylon Bailey. It was also amazing, amazing. I remember a violet star. She just, like, picked it up 100% like, from the start of the scene. She's spinning. She's got the crazy eyes. She's just wild. And I remember like, that inspiring stuff because I wanted, I didn't want her to, like, come down to my level, right? Like, no, I want to be on that level giving that kind of performance. And so group, I think can really be conducive to that kind of

Luna Robbie 1:29:08

thing. I love that. Can you feel like, I know, I know people are performing, but I also know a lot of people are like, the performance is fueled by their authentic, slutty connection. Like, can you feel when people are, like, really open to connecting with you? Like, how is that for your sexy animal body on camera? Like, do, or do you ever hit points where you're like, Oh no, that can't connect with them? Or, how is that for you?

Nikki Sweet 1:29:33

Yeah, I'd say for the most part, especially with like, your more like, seasoned performers, I think most of them really do, like, get into it in the moment, and that's what makes a good performance. And I always like kind of want to stop because I know everyone's going to have different things they're comfortable. Comfortable at the end of this is a job. You don't owe your partner any kind of connection. You're here to do a scene, and so everyone should do what they're comfortable with. For me, it's definitely a preference. And I find that a lot of other people that I've worked with as. Well, you know, because it's like, sure, like, we know we might literally never speak again after we walk on set. But right now, we're in this moment. We're eye to eye. We're connecting. There's something real here and there. It doesn't need to be anything, you know, more than that. But I do like when I kind of feeling like, when I go on set and like, I got, like, my like, crush of the day, like, when we get to the sex scene, I'm like, Finally,

Luna Robbie 1:30:21

totally, totally

Nikki Sweet 1:30:22

there is sexual tension sometimes during all of the lead up and shooting everything that's not set, I

Luna Robbie 1:30:29

totally feel that also, like, you know, my background is in mainstream entertainment, so even when I was like, on set for indie films or even commercials, like when I have a romantic lead, like, part of the fun is, like, flirting. And again, it doesn't mean we're gonna be till death do us part. Hopefully not. That's not what I signed up for. But like to have that, like human energy exchange, and especially in a container where you're, like, allowed to be slutty with it. I mean, that's that's so whenever

Nikki Sweet 1:30:55

that energy is already there, then when the sex scenes start, it's just, I think I was always going to be a better scene, because you're both just like, now I'm ready to show you what I can do, totally,

Luna Robbie 1:31:06

totally, and I imagine that that like also translates. I mean, for me, it does like when you're working with clients, like in person and again, whether I'm working as a photographer or a writing coach or something sexier, like, I feel like I want to have that exchange with a person, and if I don't, I'm also like, I'll take your money. But this is not really my preference. Like, I will, like, try to scare people, yeah, and I'm pretty I'm pretty upfront about that. Like, I've definitely had people where I'm like, I'm a connection forward person, and this is not the vibe. And then sometimes that they change the that they change their tune, or they, you know, they they meet me where I'm at. What types of parties have you had at the ranch that are, like, fun for you? Like, have you done role plays? Like, what do you what's your kind of, like, favorite stuff when you're there

Nikki Sweet 1:31:55

at Sherry's? I mean, there was one that was, like, it was like, a four girl Field Day. We all, like, got white t shirts and water guns and, like, I mean, there was, like, a champagne gun later,

Luna Robbie 1:32:09

spied on you.

Nikki Sweet 1:32:14

Definitely pretty

cool. That was definitely fun. And some girls that I hadn't at that point had much of a chance to interact with, and so it's fun to have lots of just, yeah, this flirty vibes between all of us, finally getting each other, and just the best client, just so enthusiastic, you know, just everybody ready to have a wonderful time. We did on top of that, let's see, it's like, again, where I'm like, it's so varied. And then, like, actually

started to try to think, like, just the think, like, the specifics, because I remember, okay, we're going

to talk about connection. There was, like, just one time I remember, it was an arm fetish, which was so, like, interesting to me, but this was not very communicative, okay, so I'll never know why. I'll never know, like, why that was the fetish, or what they

Unknown Speaker 1:33:03

liked. Yeah.

Luna Robbie 1:33:04

I mean, some people don't even know why they're fetishes. Like, I've stopped asking people the question, why, and I'm just like, oh, what?

Nikki Sweet 1:33:11

Pretty much out, you know, I'm very open in the moment.

Luna Robbie 1:33:16

What was it like?

Nikki Sweet 1:33:18

Like, like, I said it was very quiet,

but like, you know, just wanted to, like, I think done with his hands. Like,

Luna Robbie 1:33:26

I've had lay worship, but I've never had an arm worshiper. Can I see your arms right now? Like, can you

Nikki Sweet 1:33:33

like freckles, yes. Okay, okay,

Luna Robbie 1:33:35

yeah. I mean giving

Nikki Sweet 1:33:37

you content.

Speaker 1 1:33:42

Wow. That's so funny one, um, but

Nikki Sweet 1:33:47

no, like, I'm so like, it's honestly, like, it's so interesting because it's great, like, because we have ideas sometimes that, like, there's like, a narrow like, this one thing that sells, this one type of person, maybe that sells, or something like that. And it's not truly, people are into just everything, and all parts I like, definitely my favorite parties that I've done are, like, definitely around, like, the girlfriend experience, because I feel like I've just had such great conversation, whether it's in the bathtub or lying in bed, cuddling, like I've just been surprised where just like, hours can just slip away, just talking about things and like, where I almost can't believe at the end, when I'm saying goodbye, that I just met this person, because we just opened up about so many things, and that part of the human experience, I think that's like, a lot of the times that a lot of people are coming for,

Luna Robbie 1:34:35

oh, I fucking love that. Have you had porn and or content fans come visit you at the ranch. Like, what is that like?

Nikki Sweet 1:34:42

Yes, a couple times, not as much as, you know, I would wish so far. I think, obviously it's like in the desert. But, yeah, I remember, like, the very first time, you know, early on, when someone they like, come all the way from New York, and they said they've been following me for years. I'm a biggest fan. They knew all my scenes, and I've never heard. Heard from this person ever, right? And that just, but that maybe because, like, sometimes you're you think you only think about the people who are, like, reaching out to you, totally forget the people that you might never hear from that enjoy your work.

Yeah, wonderful. I was

Luna Robbie 1:35:16

just talking to some dude friends who were telling me, like they're formative, you know, they're formative porn people, like the people who are like so and I was like, Do you ever write to them? Have you ever told them? Like, no, no, no, no, I wouldn't. But they they know so much about their scenes and like, they're telling me how it shaped their sexual experiences and all of this stuff and like. And it was, like, very, very sweet and specific. And so it has me thinking, I'm like, Well, now I want to do a whole series like, hearing about, like, the relationships that, like, the parasocial relationships people have with the porn performers, where they maybe don't even talk to them, like, Tell me more. Yeah, who else? What did you like about it? Oh, and what did it lead you to do? Like, it's so interesting, you know, to think about all the ripples of effects that you've had on people's turn ons. That's so cool.

Nikki Sweet 1:35:57

Literally, it happened one time that I had a client who reached out to me, and we've been talking before, you know, you know, just general questions. And then he messages again and says, I was talking to my friends, and they know who you are, and I didn't realize you're famous. And I'm like, as far as porn stars, like, I'm not, like, one of the top he was worried it was just gonna be, like, this astronomical like,

he's like, I don't know, but I'm gonna come and see what happens. Yeah, and it was, yeah, we had a great time. But that was flattering. You know that that's, you know, what his friends had to say that at the end of it, he thought that I might be expensive. Well,

Luna Robbie 1:36:31

I mean, yeah, and, and you should be and you should be worshiped with every dollar that is possible

Nikki Sweet 1:36:41

forever, the balance, which I'm sure you feel too, you know we'd love what

I try to say always about that I'd love to work with as many people as possible. And I know not everyone is a millionaire. Totally, I'm not a millionaire.

Luna Robbie 1:36:54

I always am, framing it in the sense of like it's a luxury experience and kindness and connection go a long way. Like, we obviously have to be reasonable, right? There are certain constraints that we're working with. And at the same time, I know that when someone is, like, really trying their best, and I feel energetically worshiped, I will do my best to meet that person where, where we can find the overlap. And that's like, that's hot, yeah, it's gotta go both ways. It's gotta feel good both ways, too. So

Nikki Sweet 1:37:21

obviously, like, you know, it's a different experience towards like, like, being at a strip club where the full range of options is, you know, that is legally not available to you there, and, you know, versus at Sherry's where it is. And so when people do sometimes come, like, anticipating that they would spend what they do at a strip club, that's very interesting to me, you know? Because, yeah, exactly. I don't know. I'm like, this is, like, this is, like, that's like, the appetizer. This is the main course. Yeah,

Luna Robbie 1:37:45

totally, totally, yeah. Or when someone who, like, brags about the fancy job that they have, they want to spend less on me than they might on a dinner, I'm sort of, like, really, that's interesting. What an interesting set of values you have. It's making me wet spending an amount of money

Nikki Sweet 1:38:01

on something that's like more than what you're gonna spend

Luna Robbie 1:38:05

totally, you know, and whatever, everyone is allowed to have their own values, as do I. And so it shapes the decisions. I would love to hear. How do you think your sex related work is making the world a more loving place? So I was talking,

Nikki Sweet 1:38:21

there was a, you know, a concerned family member recently where I was trying to say, I'm like, this, like, I know maybe people have this one vision of, like, what sex work looks like, what the clients look like, and they're all wrong, you know, like, honestly, like, I have had just so many times where I've worked with people, and sometimes I'm feeling the exact same way when these people come to visit me that they just want, like, just some touch. They just want to be connected. They just want to be seen and, like, treated like another human and and we're so like, like, lots of people these days, right, feel very disconnected. It's very hard to go connect or even just make, like, platonic friends, let alone dating, and, you know, so I just think it's, it shouldn't be shamed, you know, for people to go looking for, like, what they need. And so sometimes it's like, it's not necessarily that they're trying to get married or settle down, or maybe they are, but not with me, and that's great,

but it's nice, you know, that, like,

you know, everyone, like, I always feel like, with my with my really great clients, like, it's an even exchange, you know, and I feel like I love when it's a feeling where we mutually enjoy each other's company. And so I think the more that we like bring that into the world. Like, I don't know if this is true or just a rumor. I'd heard that in Japan, like, women are sometimes more accepting of like male partners visiting sex workers. Unconfirmed. I

Luna Robbie 1:39:46

have also heard this from various sources that may be related to an internet video that no one has sent to me yet, but I've heard several people be like I saw this on this free interview and and they don't even think it's a thing like great.

Nikki Sweet 1:40:01

Like, but I would say, though, and like, I I've had a couple times in the US here, right where, uh, where my clients have come and they are married, but their wife is fully aware of they're at, maybe she's having, like, a spa weekend, doing her own thing, like, or maybe there's just, maybe she doesn't like dirty talk or oral sex, but she would love for them to go to experience out someone else. I think that can be so healthy when it's done very ethically.

Luna Robbie 1:40:25

Totally. Also, Gigi had a client one time who they FaceTimed his wife together, like, at the end of their party, and it's, like, so cute, you know. And they said hi, and like, you know, he, he was military, and so they were, like, deployed across the world, different, you know, and he was traveling, and she just, like, wanted to say, what's up? And it was, like, such a fun, sweet, supportive vibe. And, you know, I think that's the other thing, is, like, as a polyamorous human, like, in sex work, it's so sweet, because it creates so much space for actual relationship, which I think is very different from the narratives, like, kind of like you were saying,

Nikki Sweet 1:40:58

Yeah, it's like, we're

not trying to steal away, you know, the girls that I know at the ranch are not trying to steal away anyone's husband. Right? Where we offer a service, you know, we'd like to continue offering that service to more clients.

Luna Robbie 1:41:12

You would have to pay me so much money to steal you

Nikki Sweet 1:41:17

retire. I don't even know what that looks

Luna Robbie 1:41:19

like. I'm like, pay me to have a human pet forever. Okay? I'll think about

Nikki Sweet 1:41:26

it. My very, very first,

my first trip to the brothel. I remember I had a client who was married, and, yeah, his wife, like, I remember he like, FaceTimed her, like, while we were because there was another lady involved too, while we

were eating breakfast. That's so cute. It was my first week. I was like, Is this gonna be okay? Or like, is

that gonna be a fight? No. And

I think it like helped her too for it to feel real, to

like, see our faces and not just, yeah, just imagining your imagination is always going to come up with something crazier than reality, totally.

Luna Robbie 1:41:59

And I know that in my imagination, the human element is missing. And then when I see the other person, I'm like, hello, other human, you know. And I even feel this way, like when sometimes it's not so much anymore. But I used to feel this so strongly with like photography clients or like podcast guests, like I don't know them, they're a stranger. So I'd have all this like crinkly stranger fear. And then I meet them, I'm like, oh, person. I love them, you know. And it's just so funny. It's that, like, how we're wired, we have so much suspicious, yeah, exactly, I mean. And then we do, when we're talking about a common topic, any other stories or things that stand out about your experience, etc, that feel like they need to be shared right now.

Nikki Sweet 1:42:41

No, there was one thing I wanted to talk about. Um, so, because I know that there's so there's a lot of talk within the porn industry, people get very upset when anyone speaks badly about the industry, especially if they made a lot of money off the industry, and now they only speak badly about it. And I think, like, like, with everything, there has to be a more nuanced conversation than that, that we need to acknowledge where people are sometimes at risk, where we need to implement more safety, where we need to make sure consent is always being enforced, things like that. And so, yeah, I'd love to say more of, like, just more of a conversation about that, because I've thought, like, it would be great, and I don't. I don't, I always want to do this where the most people get to work, like, where this doesn't, like, limit anyone from working, um, but where, for like, other jobs, like, you need permits. There's little trainings, there's things like, sometimes when I, like, been on point sets, I'm realizing people don't really know about birth control. And just some things that I'm, like, you know they're I would love to see just way more push for harm reduction, for like, making sure that people or even educated about, like, how they might face weird power dynamics with agents directors, and navigating that, and what to what to look out for, resources to protect yourself. And so I like to see that because I love the porn industry and I love the experiences I've had. And there's days I don't want to go back because, like, honestly, lots of jobs. There's just because it's not only on porn sets where people face some of these issues, even in, like, jobs. But yeah, there's days I like, don't want to go back because of some of those experiences.

Luna Robbie 1:44:17

I totally hear that, and I am right there with you. Like, I'm such a fucking sex ed nerd, and I think that's like my future horizons when it comes to like, content and creation. So I love that you said that, and you're right. It's such a dual experience, right? It's never one thing or the other. And that's the most confusing thing, I think sometimes about being a human is I'm like, I'm so turned on. I love it. That is bad. That's not what I wanted. Oh, and I think because,

Nikki Sweet 1:44:47

of course, it's like, I think human trafficking is a very, very important issue. But I heard like so my girls on Tiktok talking about how they like protested at AVN. And I'm like, I don't think anyone at AVN like wants you to. Protest for that. Like, we're for the most part, like, yeah, people are there because they've chosen to be. Like, I would say almost always, like, tonight, place, yeah, I ran into so many women who have chosen this. This is their career. They spend all of their time creating content and a brand and so like, then. But you just always see where there's this narrative that it's just people being taken advantage of. And it's like, let's, let's, of course, try to, you know, keep that from happening. Yeah. Also, this empowers women. It's

Luna Robbie 1:45:28

like, that is a reality, and it's not the reality right here, just like, it's not, you know, I definitely have had people be like, What do you you're researching the legal brothels. You're in the legal bra. You are you being trafficked? And I'm like, that's not how it works. Like, let me tell you some things about, yeah, you know. And so it's, it's, it's a complicated issue, for sure. Yeah, thanks for bringing that up. What else is on your horizon, sex and, or, more broadly speaking, creativity wise. But like, what else would you like to do? What else would you like to try? What other experiences would you like to have? Like for work or for play?

Nikki Sweet 1:46:07

Yeah, so I mean, definitely,

like I said, I don't consider my porn career over I've just liked to take this time to solidify what I do online. You know, having other options at the brothel and all that. But I very much do want to get back into like. I envision like, my main to me, I feel like my career hasn't started right. Like, I want to go back and shoot so much more than I've done so far. Do like, yeah, everything

right in my mind. Just like, there's

a lot that I know now about modeling and everything that I didn't when I started. So I'd really like to just, yeah, leap back in and just kind of leave behind a career that I'm, like, very proud of there, and because basically, like, at the end, because everyone always asks, like, we do this forever, like, I don't know, like, as long as it's fun. But what I like is that I can, like, build security for myself, so if another dream emerges down the line, I can pursue that totally um, right now I'm just trying to, like, have, like, learn a really, really healthy work life balance. Mentioned my cats at, like, the very, very beginning that was good for me to get a couple pets. I just been decorating my house and, like, I just, I want to live like, a very simple life for a while. I think is all I want, and then we'll see a few years, and don't want to, like, move to another country or do something crazy,

Luna Robbie 1:47:23

totally. I relate to that. Yeah, it's like, let's make a long runway of stability so that I often think like, I'm in pre production for whatever I work on next. I mean, I'm literally always in podcast production, but I'm just like, Yeah, I'm just building up that runway of stability and just like, chill and enjoying life, like enjoying life outside of work too. I love that you're creating that balance for yourself.

Nikki Sweet 1:47:43

Love the journey.

Luna Robbie 1:47:46

What do you think that we need, collectively to make the world a sexier, more loving place,

Nikki Sweet 1:47:52

sexier, more loving place. I mean, like the biggest thing is acceptance

of other. You know, of all kinds of things, sexualities, what people are into. I mean, just like, stop judging over everything. I don't know if social media is helping with that, because every time I'm in like, a comment section, I wish I wasn't, because that's too much to say, um, like, I don't know. Because I think at the end of the day,

most of us want like, the same, like we have very similar wants, you know, and needs and all that. And that's good to remember, we all have more in common than we have like different between us. I believe that, and I think, like my time and sex work has shown me that big time that like even engaging with people sometimes, like across political spectrums, you know, which is, you know, side witness I do like, out of this work, but realizing, like, how much like, you know, unity can be possible. People like, we are all, I don't know like people. I think it's easy for us to all feel divided. But like you said, when someone's face to face, when you're with someone, it's so different to, like, see their humanness Totally,

Luna Robbie 1:48:57

yeah, and having a whole human conversation, because I talk to people from all different backgrounds and perspectives, and when I speak with them, I'm like, we really are on the same page, like, both sides in any sort of, like binary, like fight, like, of ideals. It's like, um, you are both being told the same bad story about each other, just so I mean, like, yes, there are some specifics. But also, like, we, like you said, we are all at our core, wanting love, wanting acceptance, wanting, you know, a peaceful life of joy and courage, yeah, security, all of that. I feel that. Okay, so now tell us. How do you like to spread ripples of love?

Nikki Sweet 1:49:39

I think I'm just, I really, really

am trying to be genuine. I think I come from a culture with a lot of, like, passive aggressiveness, and you have to act just so, you know, yeah, and I think I really just trying, you know, when I'm when I'm being there for someone, I'm really there for them. Like, if you have my time and attention, you really have it. And trying to think, um. Um, you know, I thought a lot about, like, uh, community building lately, right? Something I want to be like, better at in general, like, in general, right? It's like, doing my part, you know, to, like, reach out to people when I can and be supportive, because, you know, that's always going to happen, and come back to you in return. So, I mean, I'm not, I guess, like, I'm a big believer in karma, pretty much, right? I like to put like, good things out into the world, and kind of, I feel like, in general, that comes back like, I don't feel like I have a very big problem with like, trolls online. I don't, I don't get a lot of nasty concert messages. But I also, like, I I only try to engage positively, not to say that I don't have moments where I don't feel positive, but especially when I'm putting things out into the world, like putting things online or interacting with someone, yeah, just try and only put out what's good

Luna Robbie 1:50:47

I feel that I feel every time I have encountered you. It is totally sweet vibes only you know and like I love that. I love that. And thank you for coming here to help spread ripples of love through this podcast today, lovers, if you are listening and you want to go learn more about Nicki sweet, you can visit linktree Slash, it's Nikki sweet. It's linktur.ee/it Nikki sweet. The link is in the description below my sweet Nikki. Thank you so much for being a guest and sharing your stories.

Nikki Sweet 1:51:19

Thank you for giving me space to speak, amazing host,

Luna Robbie 1:51:24

and you can come back anytime and share your updates. You.