276 | Big Daddy Energy: GG’s Update
- Luna Robbie
- Sep 17, 2024
- 36 min read
Updated: Jun 26
30s queer cis female, writer, actor, comedian, sensual artist, sexual assault survivor, into: strap-ons, physical touch, dirty talk, gangbangs, being worshipped
🔗 GG LINKS | linktr.ee/ggsauvage
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Luna
We're here again with the incredible Gigi Savage. This is not the first or the second time.
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Luna
That we've talked about sex on pod.
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Luna
I have lost track, but I would love to hear your answers today and then fill us in any updates that we need to hear. But first, give us a baseline today. If you had to rate yourself on a shame, a meter with ten being the most full of shame and one being, I don't have any shame. Where do you fall right now?
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Luna
Do you experience fluctuations these days, if at all. Ever win?
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GG
I'm tapping in because I just want to say one. I don't I don't consciously feel any shame. I'm searching, looking for the shame in there. Nope. Not finding it.
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Luna
Yeah, yeah.
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Luna
I feel like you've conquered.
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Luna
I think, okay.
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Luna
So tell us today what is sexy for Gigi so.
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Luna
Far?
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GG
Ooh, I love being desired. It's like I want you to want me.
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Luna
I need you to need me. I just.
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GG
You know, I have a lot of, like, self-confidence. Now I want me. So that step is. That step is taken care of.
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Luna
But I'm still.
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GG
Like a creature of desire. And I love being desired. I love I love a little competition. That's why I'm open. I love being one and I love winning. I'm like.
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Luna
Really? Like, even.
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GG
If I'm dating you, you still have to win me.
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Luna
Oh, yeah.
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Luna
Like, I see what you're saying.
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Luna
Win me? Yeah. And I want to.
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GG
Win you like, So I love feeling desired through, like, someone's actions towards me.
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Luna
Yeah. What are the actions of desire that feel good? Because there's also, like, a creepy version of desire that a lot of people don't want. Right? There's like this one in this unsolicited, like, sort of like I got a feeling for more leafy energy than than like, so like, what are the types of desire and pursuit and winning you that feel yummiest?
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GG
Oh, like prioritizing making plans with me. I mean, it sounds so simple, but like the, irresistible invitations you've been talking about like that.
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Luna
Yes. Yeah, this is.
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GG
Asking me out.
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Luna
Totally. You know, in a, like, complete way. I feel like this is something that's been elusive in my few online dating attempts where I'm like, wait, but can you make a plan at a basic level?
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Luna
I mean, truly, like, where have the plans gone? Yeah.
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GG
So that makes me feel desired. And then, back to the physical touch of.
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Luna
Like, e like, like.
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GG
Push me into the couch. So you can get on top and make out with me, you know, just, like, come at me. Yeah.
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Luna
And the looks, the expressions.
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Luna
Yeah.
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Luna
What about words?
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GG
I'm definitely words. Oh my God. Oh my god. Dirty talk. And it doesn't have to be complicated I just need I'm an artist. If you want to know what that is I have a cosmopolitan article online can read like what is oralism. But I'm so turned on by sound and I can't have silence. I have to have something.
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GG
And yeah, it doesn't have to be advanced dirty talk where you're writing an erotic story on the fly, so it can literally just be feedback. It could be just like you talking about my tits or like, breathing in my ear heavy or.
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Luna
Yeah, like.
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GG
Or giving me commands or responses to my commands, like just almost any words.
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Luna
At all. Like so at least.
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GG
Grunt for me sound.
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Luna
Because a lot of a lot of lovers go quiet.
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Luna
Right? Engagement. I'm like, I need some feedback. I need to know that you're here in a space with me.
Luna
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GG
And then and then as far as what else is sexy? I mean, I have a lot of, like, I have a lot of kinks beyond just the money kink. I have, like, this something. I mean, we'll probably get into it later, but, like, I have such a, being used kink, like, oh, me too.
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Luna
Like, I just want to be.
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GG
Used being examined, being looked at. Like I like to be spread open. I look down.
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Luna
Oh, my God, you taught me about.
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Luna
That. Well, you learned it from the book. I wrote about that, too. Yeah.
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GG
I learned that a lot from the book Pussy by Regina Thomas Hour. But just like the pussy has been so shamed and closed off and, like, closed your legs and, oh, that smells and use a douche and all these misinformation when really it's like, no, this is a fucking powerhouse that's self-cleaning and wants to be seen.
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Luna
Absolutely right. Open.
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Luna
Definitely. Remember like looking like deep into my vagina and pulling my lips apart when I was, like.
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Luna
Quite young in the mirror.
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Luna
Family. Being curious also to go back to what you said about being used. Yes. Lately I have been finding when I share that with partners, I'm like, I just need to be used like I need because I do need it. I feel this craving to be like.
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GG
You're more submissive to.
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Luna
Like I.
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Luna
Am.
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Luna
Or I haven't really been in submissive space. I feel like I feel like because of work. I mean, I've always been on top from the bottom, and I'm learning how to enjoy new forms of being on top. And part of that is from what I've learned from you. So I've become increasingly swishy. And when I do get to be in the submissive space, or when I'm trying to be in the submissive space, because I've also told partners like I need to be used and they don't necessarily know how, but they.
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GG
React.
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Luna
Well, I've noticed that regardless of how confident they are at leading, especially if I am with a penis owner. Well, actually this has been true for penis and pussy owners. There's a lot of people are like, oh, like they're surprised and they love it. And they're like me, do you know? And and I've noticed to a lot of my penis owners have been like, yeah, use me.
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Luna
So as a person experimenting with my top space more, I've been going a lot into saying the phrase like, I need to use my toy. I'm going to use you as my toy, my favorite new toy. I'm going to use this toy so good, you know, and it's really been working.
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GG
And do you wish somebody would do that to you that exact same way.
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Luna
You say.
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GG
The same.
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Luna
Thing? Maybe not. Like it doesn't need to be like if they just heard me and copied me back, I'd be like, you're cheating. Not fair.
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Luna
Good.
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Luna
Come on, use your own creativity. But. But I definitely crave having someone who wants to.
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Luna
Use.
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Luna
Me fully and who wants to, like, use me within the frame of our agreements and, like, really make me their pleasure toy. Like that's because I'm like, I want to, I want you to join me in pleasure. And like, I have so much to offer, so much to give. And I like to feel purposeful.
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Luna
Yeah. Oh, ditto. Yeah, I like I know now we're just both thinking about the potential baby. I, I also love.
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GG
Being worshiped, which can go along with being used or can be totally.
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Luna
Different. Yeah yeah yeah yeah.
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GG
Like I love the admiration of worship the praise king.
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Luna
Absolutely.
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GG
And the physical touch of like a lot of times worshiping involves massaging or like, like caring for the body.
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Luna
And your good ass in particular like to.
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Luna
Be where you might like. Yes, it.
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Luna
Deserves to be like, worshiped and looked at and sprinkled.
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GG
In does without asking. A lot of times I'm like so.
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Luna
Powerful to do is that is like all I have to do is just put it back there and like put it in their face. Also, it's like such a good shape.
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Luna
It is like a magnet.
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Luna
Like it's sort of like you can't it is pinchy like hearty. Yeah, yeah. I like a good ass. Thank you. What do you.
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Luna
Feel? Or are there any other things, like what is sexy that come to mind right now? I mean, you dress so sexy, your vibe is sexy. Your photos, you take our sex. You're so sexy in your pictures. Like the energy, the erotic, the energy.
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Luna
You.
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GG
It's. It's because I create for myself.
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Luna
Dude, it's so that's sexy. Yeah. That's sexy. That's that's also.
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GG
Apparently there's this thing called the Scorpio gaze of, like, looking in a mirror sexually, where you're either looking at yourself or something or looking at the partner through the mirror.
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Luna
Oh that's cool. Interesting. Scorpio.
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Luna
Okay, I would have thought of it as Leo.
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Luna
Interesting, I.
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GG
Wonder, I mean, I don't know how official that's.
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Luna
A trading.
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Luna
Gaze. Regardless. Looking deeper, yes.
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GG
So I think that's how it all started with my only fans and everything was like, I enjoy doing it in the mirror. I enjoy doing it in the camera and then editing and watching it back like it. It's like a self-sustaining turn on. Yeah, yeah, yeah, to feed me. I want to fuck myself. And I'm. I'm not ashamed to say that.
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GG
And I don't think it's, like, overly cocky or something. I think we should all aspire to get there.
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Luna
Totally. Not overly cocky. We need a lot of cocks also. Oh, fucking yeah.
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Luna
Yeah. Are you going to say, oh, hey, speaking of.
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GG
Cocks, I love having one now.
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Luna
You love using a strong you and you taught me to.
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Luna
Use a strap on.
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Luna
That.
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Luna
Yes. Oh my God, that's so well.
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Luna
Oh, it was so hot. Yeah.
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Luna
And I'm. And I'm so excited to show you my new fucking machine. I just want to show you the cocks on it like I haven't even used it yet, but I'm like, oh, yeah, we have to fuck ourselves.
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GG
Yeah. So that's really hot to me. The gender fluidity I'm experiencing by dating someone who's non-binary and super supportive of my fluidity that I never really like so directly explored before.
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Luna
Yeah. Oh my God.
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Luna
We don't talk about,
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GG
Daddy like I've been daddy for a long time now. Like, because. Because a lot of men started calling me daddy.
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Luna
Which was like, oh yeah, I.
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GG
Have, I have another Cosmo story about that you can find about my foot worshiper was the first one. But he went from calling me Goddess to daddy, and it was shocking at first, but like, I really took it on, and, like, I love being daddy. And then. And then. Yeah, I started using a strap on with, other beings and, you know, both males and females.
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Luna
And I love.
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Luna
It. Dressing like daddy, like I took some oh, yeah, pics of you in a hot fucking suit looking very, very daddy. Yeah.
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GG
I'm like, I got a new car and it's very bloody car.
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Luna
Oh, it's so hot.
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GG
And I'm, I'm intentionally objectifying the car as a male just to balance it out a little with how many people call their cars female.
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Luna
Like she her.
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Luna
I didn't realize that.
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GG
It just gets it's just boats and cars and things are always how she run in. And it's just that I just, I mean, little bit I can do to balance that out.
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Luna
You're like, actually, I'm writing him.
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GG
I don't care. He's getting me.
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Luna
There.
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GG
He's taking he's serving me. He's taking either.
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Luna
Yeah I love that.
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GG
So gender bending is fucking sexy. Like my my girlfriend dresses mostly mask and like yeah.
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Luna
Oh it's so hot. It's so hot just to have the like warm.
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GG
And I think the reason it's also hot to me is because it's a sign of not repressing. And as we covered earlier I love authenticity.
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Luna
Oh yeah.
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GG
So just the fact that like just like how I loved that my, my ex, who was a male, came out as bi while we were together, it's like, oh, great. Just, just just you admitting that is a turn on because like, it's congruency. That's not fashion.
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Luna
Yes, yes, yes. To be willing to show up as one's full self. That, I think, is what I have been craving from most people. I'm like, wait, I see you. You know, I was talking about this in therapy just this week. I was like, it's really hard for me to know because I feel like people often are so deeply in self-judgment, which for me is the opposite of sexy, like self-love, self-acceptance that is sexy.
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Luna
And so when people show up with this, like, kind of like false idea that they won't judge too hard, I can't really tell where. It's like, I can't even see it because I can see the real them. They're right there. Their actions. I'm like.
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GG
They're making up on.
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Luna
All of that, and I don't always pick up on the incongruence. So that's when I'm like, yes, I'm speaking to you directly as I see you, because you are here before me. And it's like they.
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GG
Are having a they are unaware. So then they give you a reaction that.
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Luna
Well, I'm like, I'm like, yes, you're just like the emperor. You're not wearing any clothes at all. And they're like, we're a beautiful dude.
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Luna
And you know what? I'm like, you are. Oh, shit. Yeah. You know.
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Luna
Yeah, I feel like I'm a little kid from the Emperor clothes store. You know what I'm talking about.
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Luna
Okay, okay. I'm pretty close. Yeah. I was like, what are they called? Okay.
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Luna
What about. Or any other sexy things?
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GG
I mean, there's so many.
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Luna
That we can keep going and also, we didn't talk about how maybe this belongs in your work episode, but drag.
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Luna
Oh, my God, is that sexy? Sexy. Oh, sexy.
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GG
Yeah. Yeah. There's been so many developments. So I started doing drag as a drag king. King Willem.
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Luna
De ho. And I just I was like, yeah.
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GG
I fucking love the name. Yeah. I've been turning myself on with my, like, masks, like, so hot instead of like, okay. I feel like so much of my life I was a reluctant leader, like we've talked about, reluctant to step into the masculine because I was mad. Why doesn't anyone do it for me? Why isn't anyone taking care of me?
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GG
Where is the masculine container to hold me to then? Learning like through sex work, how much I could hold myself and and becoming daddy and taking on my masculine to now I'm at this like what feels like an advanced level of like being totally comfortable just jumping up and doing drag.
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Luna
I'm just amazing.
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GG
Dressing as a man and performing on stage for money.
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Luna
Like what? Like what if I.
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GG
Could tell my little self in the Catholic church, like, you're going to get to do this one day. It is so.
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Luna
Cool.
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Luna
Dude. I just had like a fantasy flash bulb into my brain where I'm like for drag. If I was going to do it, I need like a pouch where they took the money straight into.
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Luna
Like bun pouch. Yeah, like.
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GG
A banana hammock for the money. But this time I love drag because it combines comedy, fashion, makeup, hair and makeup. Performing, singing. If I want. I don't have to lip sing, you know, it like, and and a little bit of improv in a way, even though it's more rehearsed with.
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Luna
The audience, like with.
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Luna
The whole, you know, the energy of the crowd and fulfills a.
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GG
Little bit of my stripper fantasy that I always have, like, and I yeah, I get to play with here and there. So I love how it like combines all of my loves, and it's also just so fun. And there's not as many drag kings as there are queens, so it also feels cool to just be like adding to that force.
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Luna
A little bit. Me yeah.
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GG
And I love like this. I have a day where, like, my sideburns are like looking kind of out naturally to the masculine. Like now it turns me on instead of I don't know.
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Luna
Yeah. I feel like before I'd be like.
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GG
I seriously feel like, remember when that filter came out where you could see yourself as the other gender?
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Luna
I look exactly like my brother, exactly like my brother name.
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Luna
And and it.
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GG
Freaked me out before. But now I'm like, no, it's all.
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Luna
Ha and sexy. You totally, totally.
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Luna
Oh, okay. So currently or in general, what do you feel like you are the best at sexually right now?
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Luna
Oh, and how did you get there? Oh, that's such a good question. Okay. Straight up. Like I'm really good at going down I.
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GG
And as far as how I got there, I really feel like it. I seriously I'm going to like tie it to therapy I think because.
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Luna
Because it makes sex lives better. Yeah.
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GG
Because that I feel like therapy, ironically or maybe perfectly gets me out of my head into my body because I get to now, you know, not have so much anxiety that I can actually experience my body. And now that I'm experiencing my body and going from there, when I'm going down on someone, I feel like I fucking hear their body.
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GG
Like I'm just listening.
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Luna
That's so I.
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GG
Almost feel like, what was the movie like? What women want or whatever, where like, he can hear what people like.
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Luna
I feel like.
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GG
I can fucking hear what people want when I'm going down on them. And I just tune in and I feel like I get the cheat codes without them even using words. So. So I'm just like, oh, I wish I could, I wish I could bottle it and sell it. Honestly. Like, I wish I could explain to you exactly how that works, but it's like it's a conversation that's happening telepathically between my mouth and their body.
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Luna
And I'm really good at it.
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Luna
Lucky your partners.
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GG
And you know what, you guys, it's I will say, as far as the technique, it's like simpler. It's like a less is more thing. Yeah. It's not like I don't go crazy with it. Like, it's it's actually like, slower and more precise.
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Luna
How much of that is you tuning into your own pleasure in the moment too? Because it is a conversation. But it's like lately I've been getting a.
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Luna
Lot of.
00:15:46:19 - 00:15:48:07
Luna
Good feedback on my blowjobs.
00:15:48:07 - 00:15:49:10
Luna
Like, you're really good too.
00:15:49:10 - 00:15:56:04
Luna
Apparently. Like people who can't even, like, talk or function and and who forget to touch me. I'm like, oh, can I be too good?
00:15:56:09 - 00:16:10:00
GG
Yeah, because you're enthusiastic. I've heard that a lot. Especially from, penis. However. Yes, that that is my enthusiasm. And yes, you share this. Life is what makes it work so well for them. And they're so turned on because they know they're not. They don't have to feel bad. Like they can tell you're really into it.
00:16:10:00 - 00:16:15:23
Luna
And we've both had partners be like, oh, wow. I've never had someone like really seem it seems like you really like that.
00:16:16:01 - 00:16:18:05
Luna
Yeah, yeah. So I think.
00:16:18:05 - 00:16:27:20
GG
That's got to be a part of it across the board, because it just makes people feel comfortable when they know you're enthusiastic. I mean, I like that when someone's servicing me, I like to know, like, I don't want to feel like I'm making you do anything.
00:16:27:20 - 00:16:28:08
Luna
Totally.
00:16:28:09 - 00:16:50:11
Luna
Well, I, I also can't help but wonder if that opens up the conversation from body to body, right? The more permission they feel, the more they their body is like maybe relaxing into giving these cuz I don't know, you know, I mean, I, I don't know, I don't have the same awareness or rather I have a lot of practice in self doubt because I have a lot of data that shows me that what I think is happening is not what they think is happening.
00:16:50:13 - 00:16:58:02
Luna
So I am still in a self-trust journey, even though I'm learning that like, no, they are naked, they're not wearing clothes most of the time, you know.
00:16:58:03 - 00:16:59:05
Luna
Yeah. And but but.
00:16:59:05 - 00:17:06:19
Luna
Learning how to kind of like delicately deal in that. But I think it's delicate but I, that's why I like the naked parts the best because I'm like, those ones don't lie to me. Yeah.
00:17:06:20 - 00:17:08:03
GG
You know, you're already being vulnerable and.
00:17:08:03 - 00:17:17:07
Luna
Open, and I create such a container of safety for people in those intimate spaces that I'm like, okay, that I have get. So, so you feel like your own pleasure is a big factor or a part that.
00:17:17:08 - 00:17:18:00
Luna
Definitely.
00:17:18:00 - 00:17:24:06
GG
At least a foundational factor. Yeah, that opens them up, like you said, to wear them, their bodies communicating better.
00:17:24:08 - 00:17:25:17
Luna
Yeah. Also.
00:17:25:17 - 00:17:38:07
GG
Okay. I had an apple and peanut butter last night you guys. And like as I was licking the peanut butter off the spoon, I was like, oh, that is a good way to explain what I'm doing. Because even like my them friend wants to know what I'm doing down there.
00:17:38:11 - 00:17:40:18
Luna
I love knowing them like, yeah.
00:17:40:19 - 00:17:55:12
GG
Because they want to try those same moves on me. So anyways, like, imagine the very end of the peanut butter that's left on the spoon and you're so you have to go slower because it's back and you're going, you're going kind of flat and flat.
00:17:55:12 - 00:17:56:12
Luna
Yeah. And y and.
00:17:56:12 - 00:18:02:18
GG
Wide and slow because. And I just like a nice pressure. Think about the pressure it would take to lick the peanut butter off. It's a little pressure. Yeah.
00:18:02:18 - 00:18:05:22
Luna
But not too much. You don't need to kill the spoon. Yeah.
00:18:05:22 - 00:18:16:09
GG
And I feel like for, for pussies and clips, that's that might be a really good thing for people to hear, because I've experienced a lot of people going down on me thinking they have to be hard and fast and, like, all over the place.
00:18:16:15 - 00:18:17:14
Luna
Yeah, yeah.
00:18:17:16 - 00:18:29:22
GG
And it's like, no, really. You go, you put it on the slow and low burner. Yeah. And and you, you stay consistent and then you find a certain sweet spot and then you can maybe increase there.
00:18:29:23 - 00:18:32:08
Luna
But yeah. Yeah. Oh that's so more.
00:18:32:08 - 00:18:33:12
GG
Of that slow.
00:18:33:12 - 00:18:36:09
Luna
Flat motion is my.
00:18:36:09 - 00:18:42:16
Luna
Favorite. Yeah. And I also notice that like it usually invites them then to kind of like to move.
00:18:42:16 - 00:18:46:20
GG
Create a rhythm again and for them to imply or apply like what pressure.
00:18:46:22 - 00:18:52:10
Luna
Impression they want. Yeah. Yeah. And then I can create like the slightest amount of suction in certain cases. Yeah.
00:18:52:10 - 00:18:53:14
Luna
So just same same.
00:18:53:18 - 00:18:56:03
GG
Same a little bit of suction while doing that.
00:18:56:03 - 00:18:57:21
Luna
Golden and like a mouth pussy bump.
00:18:57:23 - 00:18:59:09
Luna
Yes. And then if, if.
00:18:59:09 - 00:19:21:02
GG
We're still talking pussies and you have some insertion or like, say you have some fingers inside while you're doing this. I have experienced that. They don't need to be as deep, hard and fast as we think either. It can be more of a come hither motion and less deep than you think, because that that bundle of, nerve endings that they used to call the G-spot, which has been demystified.
00:19:21:02 - 00:19:22:15
GG
Now it's it's not one suggest.
00:19:22:16 - 00:19:25:14
Luna
But it's a spot. It's the urethral sponge. It's a whole.
00:19:25:14 - 00:19:26:05
Luna
Bunch of things.
00:19:26:05 - 00:19:27:14
Luna
Yes, it's a sponge area.
00:19:27:14 - 00:19:33:20
Luna
But like, basically the sweet spot that the sweet spot. Yeah, it's a sweet spot.
00:19:33:22 - 00:19:39:12
GG
That's, not as far up in there as you think and also doesn't need it as hard as you think.
00:19:39:13 - 00:19:41:12
Luna
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:19:41:13 - 00:19:45:16
GG
I think just dating another person with the same body parts as me has allowed for a lot of discovery.
00:19:45:16 - 00:19:48:20
Luna
I want that, yeah, I'm. I'm ready for a pussy friend.
00:19:48:20 - 00:19:49:09
Luna
Yeah, like a.
00:19:49:09 - 00:19:53:15
Luna
Deep, cozy friend. And also, like, I've had your fingers inside me. Like it was.
00:19:53:16 - 00:19:54:00
Luna
Great.
00:19:54:00 - 00:19:55:22
GG
I think that was some of my first, like.
00:19:55:22 - 00:20:02:20
Luna
Official fee said it was. Yeah, you said it was the first. I was like, all the way inside. And you had nails and we had, like, played with all sorts of things, but it was like, fine. It was.
00:20:02:23 - 00:20:05:14
Luna
Two. It was really hard because I love.
00:20:05:16 - 00:20:07:03
GG
L-o-l at my nail.
00:20:07:03 - 00:20:08:19
Luna
Journey. Oh, oh, oh.
00:20:08:20 - 00:20:13:04
GG
Because now I get them short and round because, because I, I be perceived a fab.
00:20:13:04 - 00:20:17:13
Luna
Person. Yeah, yeah. Like I I'm the.
00:20:17:13 - 00:20:25:12
GG
Difference is they never ask me and they never would have asked me to change my nails because I was rocking the fashion nails for many years of like long, sharp.
00:20:25:12 - 00:20:26:00
Luna
Pointy and.
00:20:26:00 - 00:20:32:07
Luna
Never problem with them. I also have been known to we did so long. That's true. We had the gloves make a difference. But we didn't put cotton balls.
00:20:32:09 - 00:20:35:07
GG
We didn't. Right? Because that's one trick. You can put cotton in the.
00:20:35:09 - 00:20:37:18
Luna
Balls or little or even just toilet paper. You don't have a whole cotton ball.
00:20:37:18 - 00:20:40:20
Luna
Yeah, yeah, yeah, but but the difference is, because you don't have to.
00:20:40:20 - 00:20:47:04
GG
Worry about an intimate partner where, like, I want to not use gloves and I, we are having for the exchange stuff like, yeah, just to slide.
00:20:47:04 - 00:20:49:08
Luna
In the smoothness of the nails.
00:20:49:08 - 00:20:58:05
GG
I'm like, oh. And now I'm like paying attention to famous lesbians. I see. And I'm like, yeah, yeah, they do all have short nails like.
00:20:58:06 - 00:20:59:13
GG
Kate McKinnon I'm like, oh.
00:20:59:17 - 00:21:02:04
Luna
Yeah, yeah. That's. Yeah. Also, it's.
00:21:02:04 - 00:21:02:16
GG
So funny.
00:21:02:16 - 00:21:02:21
Luna
Like.
00:21:03:02 - 00:21:12:06
GG
Being in a lesbian relationship and now just looking at hands differently in general and feeling like feeling like, oh, we all have our cocks exposed. Like everyone's just walking around with like ten cats.
00:21:12:06 - 00:21:12:22
Luna
Exposed.
00:21:12:22 - 00:21:24:10
GG
Like. Yeah. And then and then also just the factor of like the factor of like having, like, an adjustable cock, like, I can be like, I want one or 2 or 3, and then my bum friend can go up or down based on.
00:21:24:10 - 00:21:27:06
Luna
How I go about day. It's like, oh, my adjustable cock.
00:21:27:07 - 00:21:34:03
Luna
I'm also like laughing now, thinking of everything everywhere all at once, which we watched together. I didn't really watch because I was busy getting distracted.
00:21:34:03 - 00:21:43:22
Luna
By a fuck friend. Yes, yes, yes, that's like that's the hot dog fingers. Oh damn. I know.
00:21:43:22 - 00:21:44:06
Luna
It's.
00:21:44:08 - 00:21:49:16
GG
So funny. And also I'm just so turned on my hands now. Now being in a lesbian, I'm just like.
00:21:49:18 - 00:21:51:07
Luna
I love her. I love.
00:21:51:07 - 00:21:52:07
Luna
Hands so.
00:21:52:07 - 00:21:55:11
Luna
Much. I love having my mouth. I love having my pussy, I love.
00:21:55:13 - 00:21:56:13
Luna
I love.
00:21:56:15 - 00:22:07:04
Luna
It's my favorite toy. It like like if I am with another person, I want their hands touching me on my genitals. I recently had a partner come play with me for a couple days and I had to be like.
00:22:07:06 - 00:22:07:20
Luna
Put them.
00:22:07:20 - 00:22:11:08
Luna
Here. And every time I let go of his hands.
00:22:11:10 - 00:22:19:05
Luna
It would fall off of me. I was like the support of everything. Put them anywhere, put them. Boom, put them on, put them on there. Give it to me.
00:22:19:07 - 00:22:35:08
Luna
I even was like grabbing his hand, you know, because I'd like to have something in my mouth if I'm being touched, stimulated in other ways, I don't necessarily. I was not into kissing that day with that. Yes. Like I let him know ahead of time that that's a very intimate thing for me right now. And so I'm just but like having a finger like sucking on a finger.
00:22:35:23 - 00:22:39:11
Luna
I love that. And so like I will just like stare at some hands and be like.
00:22:39:15 - 00:22:45:13
Luna
Yeah, what other like.
00:22:45:15 - 00:22:51:04
Luna
Turn ons, curiosities, discoveries, explorations are kind of like in your periphery right now.
00:22:51:07 - 00:22:51:22
Luna
00:22:51:22 - 00:22:55:14
GG
Good question. I'm glad we got the strap on update in there because I feel so big.
00:22:55:15 - 00:22:59:09
Luna
It's so big. Yeah. Well I mean what is it like. Are you using it more as a giver receiver.
00:22:59:09 - 00:23:21:01
GG
Both like only a little bit as a receiver. Mostly as a giver. Yeah. But like the options have been there as the receiver and I've taken it up a few times. It's so funny. It's like I got into the strap on stuff, then happened to start dating an a fab person, and the the hands just feel more intimate than the strap on now.
00:23:21:01 - 00:23:21:14
GG
So now I'm kind of.
00:23:21:15 - 00:23:22:19
Luna
Not totally.
00:23:22:21 - 00:23:25:21
Luna
I, I really like both. And also.
00:23:25:23 - 00:23:29:23
Luna
What I just remembered a fantastic update from the last episode here, because I literally.
00:23:29:23 - 00:23:34:14
GG
Said I wanted to do more stuff with my asshole, and I have. I had a finger up my butt the other day.
00:23:34:14 - 00:23:37:20
Luna
I was in Dallas and it was so good. I was like.
00:23:37:22 - 00:23:55:08
GG
I feel like my my asshole was completely relaxed and ready to receive and nothing hurt and nothing was sore after and everything was done like gently, which I really need because I literally had surgery on my asshole for a fissure. So like, yeah, it has had a natural injury and a healing process and like it, you know, trauma to the area.
00:23:55:08 - 00:23:58:16
GG
So like that was that was scary. But like it went so.
00:23:58:16 - 00:24:02:00
Luna
Well and it was so fun and it felt so like.
00:24:02:02 - 00:24:10:11
GG
The spot definitely got pleasured. I definitely had an ass gasm and the clit Gaza dude. Yeah, I think I had like my toy up front and his finger up my butt.
00:24:10:11 - 00:24:11:20
Luna
Oh, it was great.
00:24:11:21 - 00:24:13:03
Luna
Oh my god. Okay, so.
00:24:13:03 - 00:24:14:18
Luna
Lube. Although what.
00:24:14:18 - 00:24:16:17
Luna
Else conversation.
00:24:17:07 - 00:24:20:08
GG
Turn on and preamble and foreplay. Okay.
00:24:20:08 - 00:24:23:21
Luna
So that was discussed ahead of time.
00:24:23:23 - 00:24:30:09
GG
It wasn't discussed before getting intimate but. Oh, before sticking it. Yeah. Yeah. And it was, it was very much my decision.
00:24:30:09 - 00:24:32:09
Luna
Not a surprise finger and just.
00:24:32:14 - 00:24:32:21
Luna
Okay.
00:24:32:21 - 00:24:35:00
Luna
Oh, my. I like to say that I don't know, because sometimes I.
00:24:35:00 - 00:24:36:23
GG
Would feel like an assault to me for sure.
00:24:37:00 - 00:24:49:13
Luna
Like, and I've heard too many stories of people like reading in a magazine how hot a finger up to butt is, and then doing a surprise. And, you know, it's it's not something that I encourage. So I always like to be like, at least in the moment.
00:24:49:13 - 00:24:51:08
GG
Talk about it. Oh, yeah.
00:24:51:08 - 00:24:55:19
Luna
Oh, yeah. So were you like, I want your finger in my asshole or was it. How did it come up?
00:24:56:06 - 00:25:15:00
GG
I think I started it with the outside, and then I almost like, I needed something kind of taboo to get me there mentally that day. Yeah, like I needed a little something extra and extraordinary. So then I encouraged it. I was like, I think you. Can we put a glove on it?
00:25:15:13 - 00:25:15:18
Luna
Yeah.
00:25:15:19 - 00:25:21:11
GG
Like I think you can do it. It's feeling okay. And I just kept reporting the feedback of, like, how it's feeling.
00:25:21:11 - 00:25:23:01
Luna
Through to let the asshole lead.
00:25:23:04 - 00:25:24:08
Luna
00:25:24:10 - 00:25:29:12
GG
And, and I think I used weed that day, so I was, like, more relaxed.
00:25:29:13 - 00:25:30:08
Luna
Like.
00:25:30:10 - 00:25:31:02
Luna
Yeah.
00:25:31:04 - 00:25:46:06
GG
That was helping the body relax. And we took it slow, you know, it's like it's like, slow and just way more lube than you think you need. Just. Yeah, just adding more and taking the finger out, like, yeah, once you get it in, taking it out and adding more lube because you.
00:25:46:07 - 00:26:04:23
Luna
Needs to go. Yeah, yeah. Just go around the edge. It's not going to get in there. There's still going to be friction on the inner part. Oh and I'm a big fan of lube guns too. If you want to just fill it up shoot it in. Oh I think they're so yeah. They feel like disposable three pack, like there's, I because I also, you know, they're very skinny.
00:26:04:23 - 00:26:18:09
Luna
So I love to have like the play, the exploration depending on how intimate I am with the partner. Like the tongue. And then the first thing is, like this skinny little thing I can handle. Yeah. It just creates lube. And then it's like, dripping out. It's like a that it's skinny.
00:26:18:09 - 00:26:21:04
GG
Also, I love that it sounds kind of procedural because I didn't it.
00:26:21:05 - 00:26:23:14
Luna
Totally looks like a syringe. Like it's like I'm.
00:26:23:14 - 00:26:24:21
Luna
Literally going to get this. Yeah.
00:26:24:21 - 00:26:26:18
GG
You're going to send it like really.
00:26:26:20 - 00:26:27:07
Luna
Really.
00:26:27:14 - 00:26:31:16
GG
I have another fun sexual thing that's happening. That's a long time fulfillment.
00:26:31:16 - 00:26:33:07
Luna
Oh my God, I did it. Okay.
00:26:33:08 - 00:26:36:20
GG
Sacred pimp status happening.
00:26:36:22 - 00:26:39:18
Luna
Yeah. That's okay. Which I feel.
00:26:39:18 - 00:26:41:17
GG
Like it's kind of complicated, but not.
00:26:41:19 - 00:26:46:06
Luna
Yeah, yeah. Give us the overview. Overview is what it means, what it feels like to you. It's another like.
00:26:46:08 - 00:26:54:15
GG
Hopping from the bottom thing because I'm not turned on by the typical actual pimp like archetype, which would be abusive and disrespectful.
00:26:54:15 - 00:26:55:05
Luna
And stealing your.
00:26:55:05 - 00:27:17:22
GG
Money and stealing my money. It's like, no. And actually, in this dynamic, there's no money being exchanged. It's just that I'm in an open I'm in multiple open relationships. So and non-monogamy. So my, my them friend has become like my sacred pimp where they know all about any clients I have. And when I go have clients, when I come back, I get reclaimed.
00:27:17:22 - 00:27:22:02
Luna
I don't have my greatest fantasies.
00:27:22:04 - 00:27:35:11
GG
And that's hot. And it's so hot that they they know what's going on. Like, as it's happening after it's done, they get the whole recap and they want to hear what happened because they're also turned on, which is like, next level heart.
00:27:35:11 - 00:27:49:23
Luna
That is next level because I have a top partner right now and he's really hot. He holds the space. He likes to it. For me, it's reclaimed, but he just doesn't give a shit if I see other people or not. Like, he just like likes it. And I'm like, it's so close. It's so close to everything I want, you know?
00:27:49:23 - 00:27:50:07
Luna
It's like.
00:27:50:08 - 00:27:51:07
Luna
Oh, so they like.
00:27:51:12 - 00:27:53:08
Luna
To your daddy. Like I knew that.
00:27:53:08 - 00:28:03:00
GG
Yeah. They get to hear details and, because because me and them were friends for five years before we started dating. Let's, they already know who I am. And we started. Didn't already know I'm a sex worker. They already know I do all these things.
00:28:03:00 - 00:28:03:12
Luna
Like.
00:28:03:14 - 00:28:24:23
GG
So they came in with a supportive attitude already, even though they've never experienced this. Like they were open and supportive and turned on. So I get to give them all the details and, and then the next time, whenever it lines up that we get to see each other, we make sure to have an official reclaiming in our sex where they're saying, I'm taking you back, you're mine.
00:28:24:23 - 00:28:43:03
GG
And like, that sounds so what I'm against, like patriarchal ownership, like property making women property. It's. But it's not that. It's it's like more of an a love way of like. Yeah, you have my heart. You're coming back. I'm just reclaiming your body because somebody else was in your body. And like, it's more of a it's more of like a ceremony.
00:28:43:04 - 00:28:50:06
Luna
It reminds you of what you said about your competition. Think too of like, no, you're actually mine. They can have you. They play with you, but you come back to me.
00:28:50:06 - 00:28:51:20
Luna
Yeah. As, as as.
00:28:51:21 - 00:28:55:09
GG
They say about my clients. Like they're on borrowed time. Like I'm letting them.
00:28:55:09 - 00:29:02:19
Luna
Borrow you above the sheets. Yes, exactly. Wow. Oh, so that's real time.
00:29:02:20 - 00:29:07:09
GG
Time fantasy that's finally getting lived out. And it's as hot as I imagined it would.
00:29:07:09 - 00:29:10:21
Luna
Damn. I'm so glad to hear that. And that gives me hope and inspiration.
00:29:10:21 - 00:29:12:13
Luna
I want it for you. Oh my God, it's.
00:29:12:13 - 00:29:14:07
Luna
Coming, it's coming. Divine timing.
00:29:15:15 - 00:29:38:04
GG
I haven't gotten to reclaim them yet because we only recently we did a window of monogamy and then opened up like a very intentional this many months, on this day, we open, we set our rules so that that's so like our rules are really fun because we came up with them together and they're custom and like one of the rules is if we're going to sleep with where if we're going to have sexual activity with someone outside the relationship without the other person, then we send a picture of the external lovers.
00:29:38:04 - 00:29:43:00
GG
ID like them with their ID, because anyone who's not willing to do that.
00:29:43:02 - 00:29:45:02
Luna
That's why. Would I let you in my. She's here.
00:29:45:04 - 00:29:46:02
Luna
Yeah, yeah.
00:29:46:08 - 00:29:57:12
Luna
So that's my new baseline, which I learned from sex workers to have new clients. If they're going to come into my physical space, they gotta show me the who they are. Like literally.
00:29:57:18 - 00:29:59:09
Luna
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:29:59:11 - 00:30:01:17
Luna
Damn. Okay. So what? But I.
00:30:01:17 - 00:30:05:11
GG
Was just going to say I will look forward to reclaiming them once they have some external stuff.
00:30:05:11 - 00:30:06:02
Luna
To like.
00:30:06:23 - 00:30:08:10
GG
I'm excited to get to be on that.
00:30:08:10 - 00:30:12:02
Luna
Side of it. Are you going to be daddy when you do that or what? Possibly. We'll see.
00:30:12:02 - 00:30:36:15
GG
We it's so funny because like, some we're both twitchy, which is great and so hot, so fun. But it is it was funny the first couple of months, like getting to know each other sexually and being like, in the middle. One of us mommy, one of us daddy, and then being like, I feel like you're mommy now, or I feel like you're just jiggy now, like in the moment, switching around.
00:30:36:15 - 00:30:38:08
Luna
Yeah, that's so fun because.
00:30:38:08 - 00:30:41:13
GG
We can both do all of it. Both very flexible. Yeah.
00:30:41:13 - 00:30:45:01
Luna
And it sounds like you're often on the same page about it, or it's just part of the play.
00:30:45:02 - 00:30:48:18
GG
Both sense when it's like switching you based on the energies.
00:30:48:20 - 00:30:50:06
Luna
Yeah. Damn.
00:30:50:06 - 00:30:57:10
Luna
Okay. You preempted my question, but is there anything else you're curious about right now exploring like bucket list wise or just like, energetically or just things?
00:30:57:10 - 00:30:57:20
GG
Yeah, I want.
00:30:57:20 - 00:30:58:18
Luna
To try that. You haven't tried.
00:30:58:19 - 00:31:00:00
Luna
Yeah. Oh.
00:31:00:02 - 00:31:02:05
GG
I can I had masturbated about it last night. Yeah.
00:31:02:05 - 00:31:05:13
Luna
What's on your one.
00:31:05:15 - 00:31:07:08
GG
Have you ever said that before that. So it's.
00:31:07:08 - 00:31:07:18
Luna
The name.
00:31:07:18 - 00:31:17:07
Luna
Of a podcast I've been listening to about, like, sex work stuff. It's on the horizon, but she just pronounces it horizon. But, like, I think it's Melrose Michaels. It's great, but, like, I love.
00:31:17:07 - 00:31:19:03
Luna
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:31:19:19 - 00:31:22:03
GG
A super safe, consensual gangbang.
00:31:22:03 - 00:31:25:07
Luna
It's just still time we just still top of the list.
00:31:25:07 - 00:31:37:20
Luna
Okay, this I actually was waiting to talk about you for today because I was going to share this in my update, like, my Patreon update, but I'm like. Because while because I was like, I want to have a shared gangbang, like, I want to like.
00:31:37:22 - 00:31:39:21
GG
And I'm totally open to that.
00:31:39:23 - 00:31:41:08
Luna
Might because because you.
00:31:41:08 - 00:32:12:01
Luna
Kind of like, planted the seed the other night in the hot tub, but can I tell you what's grown for me since then? Because I'm like, well, yes, it would make so much sense to have tested people in a space. And I'm open to like, live cocks and strap ons both. I'm open to all of it, and part of what I would need in my gangbang to make it consensual or fun is like I want it to be a friendly gangbang, so I want them first to have the cock in my mouth before they go behind and before they put the cock in my mouth, I want them to say hi and introduce themselves and
00:32:12:01 - 00:32:30:17
Luna
tell me how they are today. And like while I'm getting fucked by someone else, ideally because I'm like also into the idea of like being spit roasted during this gangbang. But in my perfect fantasy, we have a different person who is like the safe space keeper and watcher, and I'm getting the people after they come from you.
00:32:30:17 - 00:32:31:21
Luna
Oh, love it.
00:32:31:21 - 00:32:34:10
GG
Love it, love it, down, down.
00:32:34:12 - 00:32:34:23
Luna
I'm like.
00:32:35:05 - 00:32:38:13
Luna
And I don't know where the coming happens. And I trust the divine unfolding.
00:32:38:15 - 00:32:59:13
GG
But like okay, okay love. And you were in okay. So I fantasized about this using my imagination and a vibrator last night. Actually this morning at like four in the morning, because I was up in the middle of the night and, like, needed to fall back asleep. And as I am currently working on another masturbation piece for cosmopolitan, I literally know how good the sleep benefits are from it.
00:32:59:13 - 00:33:01:09
Luna
So yeah. So I was like, okay, I'm.
00:33:01:09 - 00:33:03:00
Luna
Stressed, sleep all of it.
00:33:03:02 - 00:33:08:16
Luna
Come myself to sleep and. And so I use my.
00:33:08:16 - 00:33:18:02
GG
Vibrator and I, imagined you in mind. It was you were the administrator running everything fantasy like.
00:33:18:02 - 00:33:19:01
Luna
Yeah. Yeah. I mean, I think.
00:33:19:01 - 00:33:19:23
GG
That I'm open to the dark.
00:33:19:23 - 00:33:22:04
Luna
That could be the first test. I mean, I don't know all of it.
00:33:22:09 - 00:33:23:16
Luna
All right. Oh, I also.
00:33:23:16 - 00:33:24:09
GG
Love your time.
00:33:24:09 - 00:33:29:03
Luna
The part two about like, for me, it's like I want to have the goddesses leftovers.
00:33:29:08 - 00:33:31:20
GG
That's so hot. Oh, and sharing is hot.
00:33:31:20 - 00:33:32:23
Luna
Like, sharing is hot.
00:33:32:23 - 00:33:33:13
GG
Passing it.
00:33:33:13 - 00:33:37:10
Luna
Is hot. You know how much I love sharing food lovers. It's even.
00:33:37:10 - 00:33:39:22
Luna
Oh my God. Okay.
00:33:39:22 - 00:33:47:11
GG
So, like, I picture it for some reason, the number five just keeps coming in for me, like five car covers. And yes.
00:33:47:11 - 00:33:52:05
Luna
Five is easy. I don't want to be dressed like a circus ringleader. Like a like or some sort of, like military.
00:33:52:05 - 00:33:53:04
GG
Like in-charge.
00:33:53:09 - 00:33:55:13
Luna
In the one where I'm in charge of not getting leftovers.
00:33:55:13 - 00:34:16:00
GG
Okay? Because in this one, both you and my them friend were there and like my, my best friend was like, I like the security again, like sacred pimp status, making sure all these people check out and they're, they're not going to hurt me. And they're like respectful and all these things and just like my best friend was in it, like holding me and maybe, like, letting me suck on their fingers or on their pussy like stuff that makes me feel comforted while I'm.
00:34:16:00 - 00:34:17:14
Luna
Taking it, like, so.
00:34:17:23 - 00:34:18:21
GG
And then you were also.
00:34:18:21 - 00:34:19:21
Luna
Baby.
00:34:19:23 - 00:34:21:01
GG
Admitted to.
00:34:21:03 - 00:34:25:02
Luna
Stay on or I guess, know if we're tested, maybe, like to meet in this fantasy.
00:34:25:03 - 00:34:31:23
GG
See, that's the thing is, in this fantasy, it does matter where the coming happens because the coming happens in me somehow.
00:34:31:23 - 00:34:35:18
Luna
Perfectly safely. Yes. This overflowing. Yeah.
00:34:35:18 - 00:34:42:07
GG
Everyone's tested everyone's vasectomy. And that way I don't have to take any hormonal forms of birth control that like.
00:34:42:08 - 00:34:43:10
Luna
Yeah, you. No.
00:34:44:03 - 00:35:10:04
GG
And maybe it's even timed with my cycle to a very low chance. Like right before I bleed or during the tail end of bleeding or something. And it is just, I mean, one after the other. For me, the biggest, most hot part is the moment. Like what I rewatch on porn and stuff. Yeah, yeah, it's the moment of one cock finishing inside and then the next one going right, and it's just.
00:35:10:04 - 00:35:13:19
Luna
Sorry, then I should be holding the FaceTime while you're watching.
00:35:13:19 - 00:35:16:10
Luna
It. The face time.
00:35:16:12 - 00:35:18:00
Luna
Wait, it's. I just grew a fantasy.
00:35:18:00 - 00:35:18:13
Luna
In my head.
00:35:18:13 - 00:35:26:08
Luna
What of? I'm FaceTiming you. Well, you have a phone in front of you or an iPad, and I'm the camera person getting the live.
00:35:26:08 - 00:35:29:13
Luna
Feed so you can. So that I can rewatch my own.
00:35:29:13 - 00:35:31:17
Luna
Bring it for later. Yes, yes.
00:35:31:19 - 00:35:38:05
GG
Yeah. In mine it was like very ceremonious. Not cameras around, but, I could totally see. I'm just being open to like, the.
00:35:38:06 - 00:35:42:10
Luna
Moment fantasies just grow in my head of possibility. They don't have to ever happen.
00:35:42:10 - 00:35:57:16
GG
Yes. And actually to that point, that's something I'm I will we'll be talking about it later today of like, what I'm exploring with on camera sexual acts because I haven't done that yet, so I'm not sure if I'm there yet. Yeah. But regardless. Yeah, that the.
00:35:58:12 - 00:36:04:00
Luna
The gangbang fantasy is just like the one and I don't know if I like it. Some fantasies you live in.
00:36:04:00 - 00:36:06:12
GG
Now and you don't like it and you like it just in your head.
00:36:06:12 - 00:36:07:01
Luna
Yeah.
00:36:07:03 - 00:36:11:00
GG
But, I'm just. Okay, try it. At some point in my life.
00:36:11:00 - 00:36:27:23
Luna
Yeah. The whole point of discovering, like, I feel like desires lead us to where we are meant to learn and grow. And it's okay to discover that, like, it doesn't change my identity. That I learned that I didn't actually, I don't know, I'm like, what have I experienced that I didn't like? I don't know.
00:36:28:01 - 00:36:30:18
Luna
00:36:30:20 - 00:36:33:08
Luna
Okay. Any other curiosities that you want to explore?
00:36:33:10 - 00:36:54:10
GG
Yes. I do feel that I'm going to need to professionally live out the stripper fantasy at some point to. Yeah, I, I, have gotten to live it out in many versions, both at at home parties and working in the legal setting in the brothel. There used to be a stage there where I could dance a little bit and people would throw money.
00:36:54:15 - 00:36:56:20
Luna
But like LA.
00:36:56:22 - 00:37:00:07
GG
Is such stiff competition for strip.
00:37:00:07 - 00:37:01:17
Luna
Clubs like it's, it's like.
00:37:01:23 - 00:37:07:00
GG
Fully trained ballerinas, like, literally ballerinas up there know that.
00:37:07:00 - 00:37:09:00
Luna
It's like ballerinas and circus performers.
00:37:09:00 - 00:37:13:20
GG
Yeah, acrobats. So I don't know where that's going to end up happening. Maybe. Maybe, like.
00:37:13:22 - 00:37:16:15
Luna
Yeah, Hawaii is a good place. I'm like, I was told by someone who or.
00:37:16:15 - 00:37:17:08
Luna
Those oil.
00:37:17:08 - 00:37:20:17
GG
Towns like North Dakota and stuff where it's like, I would go, you make a lot of money.
00:37:20:17 - 00:37:25:07
Luna
Because I'm not that good. It's it's only like romantic. Okay? That's all they have to do.
00:37:25:07 - 00:37:26:06
GG
In the town is the ones.
00:37:26:06 - 00:37:28:02
Luna
That are on my fucking bucket list. Oh, my.
00:37:28:02 - 00:37:29:07
Luna
Just saying. Maybe that's a.
00:37:29:07 - 00:37:37:23
GG
Future exploration of ours because I've. I've gotten to live out hard. And I need to live out strip or dumb.
00:37:38:00 - 00:37:39:09
Luna
Yeah. Yeah.
00:37:39:11 - 00:37:40:19
GG
But that's going to be some time.
00:37:40:20 - 00:37:41:03
Luna
00:37:41:03 - 00:37:45:19
Luna
Would you also would just be the stage performance or would you want to do like lap dances to in private.
00:37:45:19 - 00:37:48:07
GG
I think I care about the stage performance mostly.
00:37:48:07 - 00:38:00:12
Luna
I'm like I need to put my body on another body, you know like I can handle the I mean I also I realized I don't mind wrangling people. I don't like boundary pushers. It doesn't. But I have no problem with that.
00:38:00:13 - 00:38:02:20
Luna
Pay, you know, in real time.
00:38:02:22 - 00:38:13:10
Luna
But I want yeah. Okay okay. Yeah I love that okay. So today right now, what do you think? We need to make the world a sexier place.
00:38:14:15 - 00:38:20:12
GG
Taking it right back to the beginning. Just more self-love in each individual. I just think that's the straightest.
00:38:20:17 - 00:38:21:00
Luna
Yeah.
00:38:21:02 - 00:38:28:11
GG
Surefire way to get there is as many individuals as we can get to love themselves more. That's going to add up to helping the whole world.
00:38:28:13 - 00:38:29:12
Luna
00:38:29:14 - 00:38:50:00
Luna
Fuck yes. Lovers. You can find survivors links in the description below wherever you are listening. Chichi my goddess. Thank you for coming on and talking to me again and for launching 52 Days of Play. We didn't even actually mention that this is the first experiment in our 52 days of play. So thank you for being here. Thank you for being my guinea pig goddess friend.
00:38:50:02 - 00:38:50:22
Luna
Test subject.
00:38:50:22 - 00:38:52:22
GG
My pleasure. Literally. And happy.
00:38:52:22 - 00:38:54:16
Luna
Birthday you.
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